Till the day i die (Andy bvb fanfic ) ~completed

In the end

Ravens POV

The last thing I remember was Andy and Josh banging on the door. Shouting from Andy then blackness.

I woke up in a bed and the first thing I saw was Andys worried face inches away from mine. He want wearing any makeup as he had just got of the plane, but I could tell he had been crying as he eyes where red and puffy, and his jet black hair was messy but he looked amazing, as always.

"Raven!" Our faces smashed together as he kissed me.

I looked.around me. My tubes where now attached to a machine next to me. I recognized it, it was an oxygen tank.

"What ..happened..wheres Josh" I asked, instantly regretting it.

Andys expression changed to angry.

"Do you love Josh..not me"

"No Andy! I thought I did but its only because I missed you and I was lonely ..and Josh was just really nice to me! But i promise nothing happened  and you are  here I'm so happy..I love you!"

Andy thought for a moment.

"I love you to baby ..and I forgive you"

I began to feel extremely light headed and out if breath

"I love y- Andy call a doctor!"

~1day later~

Andys POV

The last day was painful. After I had called the doctor for Raven, 2 came rushed in and pushed me out the way. He heart was failing as the pills she took didnt help the fact she has lung cancer.

They attached her to more machines and tubes and ordered me to leave.

After a day of fretting and pacing her house with her mother also crying and worriedly making phones call, we got a call from the hospital.

Ravens mum answered the phone

"Hello...Yes...Raven Williams...yes...I see...Oh.God...." She began to cry and handed me the phone and the doctor explained what had happened.

Raven was in a coma and they expected her to die soon. And never wake up.

I broke down in tears on the living room floor, Her mum was crying on the sofa.

My whole world crumbled apart. My beautiful, beautiful Raven was dying.

And it was my fault shes dying sooner than she should.

If I hadn't come back to England, she wouldn't of tried to kill herself. And wouldn't be in coma, and would live another 2 years.

Ravens POV

I tried to move my arms but I couldnt. I tried to open eyes but I couldn't what was going on! It felt like my arms had completely disappeared I had no feeling in them what so ever. I tried and tried but couldnt open my eyes! I tried to call out for Andy but ..I couldn't.

I then heard the door open but it was muffled. Then I heard echoy muffled footsteps that sounded far away, yet so close. the two people who entered began to talk and I could only make out a few words.

"Raven Williams.....Ms Williams......Coma....devestated.....phone call....boyfriend....." The footsteps got quieter and the door closed. I lay in silence for what felt like forever. At least a day. I tried to sleep, talk, shout, cry and move, but I couldnt! Thoughts of Andy raced through my head. Why wasn't he here!

Andys POV

I slept at Raven house that night, in her bed. The next morning me and her mum where going to visit her.

I woke up early and pulled on the same clothes as yesterday. Black tshirt and black jeans . I brushed my hair with Ravens brush and we drove to the hospital in silence.

When we got there I sat on one side of Raven and her mum on the other side.

We silently held her hands and sobbed.

"Sing to her Andy"

Said Ravens mum quietly.

I began to sing Saviour.

The song ended and she was still asleep.

We had been there all day and it was time to go home.

"I love you Raven darling, I'll be back tomorrow, you will be okay" He mum whispered to her and kissed her forehead.

Her mum exited the room leaving me with her to say goodbye for today.

"I love you... forever and always." I kissed her and looked at her heart monitor slowly beeping. I prayed for every beep to end and restart : beep beep beep as i knew one long beeeeeeeeeep meant her heart had stopped.

Shes gonna be okay...Im certain.. I thought to myself.

"Bye Raven, I'll sing again to you tomorrow. I know your gonna be okay" I pressed my lips on hers and followed her mum out the room.

"She will be okay" I said to my self.

Ravens POV

I heard the muffled voices of my mum and Andy! I tried to say something, but remembered I couldnt. For ages no one sed anything, but then Andy started to sing, I wanted to cry, I loved him so much.

It finally came for then to leave. My mum said goodbye but she was so quiet I sadly couldnt hear everything she said.

Then Andy spoke.

"I love you... forever and always." he kissed me. I could hear the slow beeps of my heart monitor.

Im gonna be omay ..Im certain..

"Bye Raven, I'll sing again to you tomorrow. I know your gonna be okay" he pressed his lips on mine, i tried to kiss back but couldn't, and he followed my mum out the room.

I couldnt even say goodbye to Andy~ i thought to myself, as thinking was all i could do right now. ~At least he will be here tomorrow.

I lay there listening to my heart monitor beep slowly,

Ill be oka--

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP