Ryland POV
I awoke to the sun blinding my eyes and my head stuffed in my pillow. My eyes felt puffy and my nose was sore.
Oh. Yeah. Last night. Our break on tour, but it went horribly wrong. And, Sara was probably leaving today to go and find Logan.
I lifted my body and went to the bathroom. God. I was a mess. My eyes had circles and my nose was raw.
I pulled a black tank top on, skinny jeans, and white converse.
I took a sigh and walked out to the main area.
Then, my head exploded. There stood Ross and Sara, leaning in. I just stood there like a freak, waiting for the impossible to happen. My brother is going to kiss my kind of girlfriend.
And then, their lips touched...and touched....and touched. And their hands intertwined. And their mouths were smiling. I ran to my bunk and flopped down on it.
I ran my hand through my hair and started to cry. It was like my heart was blowing up. And my mind was going out my butt.
She didn't love me. I didn't love her. Not anymore. First, she didn't trust me, and then goes and makes out with people. Rage filled inside me and I ran from my bunk.
I ran to the main area again and saw them still kissing. I yelled. And yelled.
"YOU LITTLE FUCKING BRAT! FUCK YOU! FUCK ALL OF YOU! YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME! AND I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE! YOU PIECE OF SHIT! I FUCKING HATE YOU!" I yelled in her face, anger coming to my face.
She looked at me in the face, and for one second I thought she was sad, but then anger filled her too.
"ME? A FUCKING BRAT? NO YOU! YOU KISSED A GIRL WHO WASN'T ME AND THEN ACT LIKE EVERYTHING IS OKAY! THAT IS SOME FUCKING SHIT RIGHT THERE YOU MAN WHORE! I FUCKING HATE YOU!"
I rolled my eyes, and for once, I wasn't angry. I was beyond angry. Furious. Beyond furious. So mad, I didn't show it. I didn't show it until my hand connected with her face.
She fell to the floor and started to cry. Guilt washed over me. I am such a fucking idiot! What is wrong with me! I messed up so much.....
