Sara POV
I pulled back breathless as I saw a wide grin on Justin's face.
I tried to smile back but all I could think of was Ryland. I feel like I just cheated. But, we aren't dating, so does it really matter?
I looked back up at Justin who was now giving me a concerned look.
"Sara, I'm sorry if that was bad...I just, I really like you."
"I like you too Justin, its just theres this other guy,"and I tried to get my last word out but instead all that came out was tears.
I ran out of the room and down to the bathroom.
I instantly got out my phone and went to call Ryland.
He picked up on the first ring.
"Hello?"
"I need to tell you something," I blurted out.
"Me too," he sighed.
"Go first."
"I kissed someone," he mumbled.
My breath stopped and I sat down on the bathroom floor.
"Me too," I mumbled, tears pouring out.
"M-maybe, if we both did it, we aren't meant to be," Ryland whispered.
"That scares me, but I think your right," I whispered back, tears flooding my cheeks.
I could hear him also choking up, the same as me.
I sighed and hung up the phone. Sobs escaped my mouth loudly and ripped through the air. I chucked my phone at the wall and sobbed harder.
I knew he was right. I knew that we aren't going to work. But, it felt wrong. It felt like something was missing if I let go of him. It tore my heart up.
I rested my head against the sink and cried softly this time, ignoring Justin's constant knocks.
I still loved him. I still fucking loved him. I wanted him so badly. To hold me tight and get me through this. But, he couldn't.
So, I ran to Justin.
