Applying my last coat of lipstick, I stepped away from the mirror and looked at myself, smiling at the fact that this way going to be a good day, the greatest day that I've had in a long time. Only reason was because I was going to go and see Cole but before that, I had to go and finish a bunch of errands before finally doing the thing that I've wanted to do for two weeks now. Yup, this is probably the longest that I've gone without seeing Cole and that's actually pretty sad but what else could I say about the boy I love?
'You ready?' I looked to see Jessie standing by my door and furiously texting on her phone, unsurprisingly with her lover boy; the two have gotten pretty close, much to her brothers' dismay. I bet you that she didn't even care for my answer because she didn't even wait to hear my response before walking out of the room and leaving me with a smirk on my face.
'I hear wedding bells all of a sudden.' I whispered in her ear as I walked out of my room and waled passed her and just as she was going to grab my arm, I quickly turned around and grabbed her wrist, making the both of us smirk. 'Yes, I do happen to be ready, now get your ass going.' She shook her head, chuckling a little before making her way outside to get the car ready.
See over the past two years, I have managed to control my anger by taking up boxing lessons and that was only because the rage had stayed on and guess what? Boxing seemed appealing to me. Hell, it was just too exciting and it got to the point where I ended up breaking because the anger got too much for me and finally, I just stopped boxing and talked to a shrink because there was no way that I was going to be able to talk to Cole with the state he was in.
Speaking of Cole, he was doing so much better especially in these last couple weeks because he was pushing himself to get the physiotherapy done and clear. I knew it hurt him more than ever because he would collapse and get worked up because he couldn't figure out why it took him so long to walk again and his frustration almost got the better of him but the good thing was, the frustration ended up being the thing that pushed him to do more.
When he had woken up a couple years back to find out that he may not be able to walk anymore, he demanded the physiotherapy once it was suggested to him but what he didn't know was how long it was going to take but luckily, he got through in the end and he was having his last check ups today to make sure that he was going to be okay. These years have been some of the hardest because we almost broke up a couple times because of the arguing.
I shook my head to clear the bad thoughts away because today was only going to be about thinking of the good things since it was Cole's last check up and stuff, why bring all the negativity and anger back? Smiling, I walked out of the house and saw Jessie on her phone once again, making me shake my head. We came up with the name "Nesse" for the two (Nesse= Nick+Jessie) and they thought it was pretty much annoying, obviously.
Now, you'd think after almost three years, I would have had a kid or something as a plot twist to our love story but unfortunately, we were pretty safe and I didn't turn out to be a pregnant teenager like my mom kind of was. That did kind of sound offending, but I don't mean it to be; I just am happy that I didn't turn out pregnant because I knew I wouldn't be able to let go of the baby and neither would I have concentrated on my studies.
After graduating high school, thankfully, I got accepted into a nearby school (A/N- I'm from the UK and I don't know if Americans go to college or university after graduating high school. Please comment, thanks) and I wouldn't say it was easy, considering it was a little far from home and Cole but it wasn't so far that I couldn't visit anyone in three hours. Luckily, I didn't have to make that journey because we were on a break and I had loads of planning to do.
'Get in, Mrs Cora Matthews.' Jessie shouted, rolling down the window. I laughed at her before jogging towards the passenger side of the car and getting inside. I am guessing that it's time for me to confirm right? Cole proposed to me, as in he asked me to be his wife and be with him forever and it was a hell of a difference being asked to be his wife rather than his submissive.
We drove to the hospital and let the silence between us fill the car because some of our favorite tunes were on the radio and that meant that the windows were rolled down and the wind was blowing against our hair as we drove through the roads in this spring weather. I thought about how much was going to change and how much has changed since a couple years back, especially those times when Lee and Trent had gotten arrested.
It turned out that Lee was begging for my forgiveness and wanted me to forgive him in everything wrong he did, but his apologies weren't going to make up for the time that Cole has lost, trying to walk again. Cole didn't even graduate high school and it just wasn't because of the accident but his grades were low and his attendance was bad as was his behavior. The thing about Cole and me was that he would listen to me when it was needed, which was most of the time now and it was fun to be the controlling for once.
The thoughts of Cole were getting even stronger because we were practically near the hospital right now and it would only be a matter of time before I would be seeing my fiancee slash future husband slash brave dominator slash sexy piece of meat that it mine for the rest of my life. I can't wait, can you tell? Am I making it really clear and obvious? Honestly, I needed to say that and continue blabbing because I do not trust Cole's nurse one bit, even if she's married!
'Now, you'll listen to me very carefully Cora. My mother and father as well as my brothers, trust me to keep you in here without you causing a great deal of pain towards the nurse. We cannot be kicked out of this hospital and I cannot be kicked out of this hospital because I may be working here in the future and I can't afford to fuck this opportunity up.' Jessie breathed and warned me right before we stepped into the room that Cole was in.
Thankfully, the scene wasn't too disturbing and I had managed to surprise Cole because he stood up straight away. I gasped when I saw that because I didn't get to witness Cole walking yet and seeing him walking after two years, on his own...it brought tears to my eyes. He had a huge smile on his face as he walked towards me and obviously, he had faltered a little but I didn't care. I didn't care when he was in a wheelchair, I wouldn't even care if he was fat, short, tall or the village idiot (which he was) I still love him. Dang love moment thoughts.
'Cole!' I said with excitement and just to shove our love in the slutty nurse's face, Cole grabbed me by my waist and kissed me. If I was taken aback by the kiss, I'm pretty sure that the nurse was equally surprised as I was. Cole pulled away then looked down at me with a smile. 'After this, we can get out of here and start planning a wedding. What do you say?' I squealed before pulling him in for a hug.
Things did get better and not only was I going to be with Cole for my entire life, but I was going to have one amazing sex life and yeah, it would kind of go down when we had kids but as long as I had Cole by my side, I didn't care.
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