I'm So Sorry

Eight.

Rachel's POV

I have been home from school now for a couple hours. I also showered as well and did my makeup for my date with Harry. I walk into my closet turning the light on, I walk over to my dress section and grab a white long sleeve bodycon dress. I then put on black nylon panty hose and then grab my over the knee light brown boots. I walk out my closet shutting the light off then I walk over to my vanity putting my jewelry on.

I spray perfume on and grab my small clutch that has money, my id, as well as my phone and lipstick for touch ups. Once I'm all done I hear the doorbell ring signaling that Harry was here. I make my way downstairs and see that my dad let Harry in. I also see the the rest of the gang is here watching tv but stop once they hear my boots. Everyone stops what they are doing to stare at me.

"You look gorgeous Rachel" Harry says making me blush

"Harry is absolutely right pumpkin" my dad says kissing my forehead and my little sister and brothers run up to hug me. I love my family so much that I don't know what I would do without them.

"Wow sis you look amazing as you always do" JJ says hugging me and I hug him back

"You must've gotten the good looks genes" he jokes knowing he isn't bad looking himself

"Hey you got my looks young man" my dad says messing up his hair

"I'm kidding I'm kidding" he says laughing.

"Oh honey you look absolutely stunning" my mum gushes as she walks through the door and I just blush

"Thank you" I say kissing her cheek

"Take good care of my princess" my dad says to Harry

"Of course Mr. Edwards, I'll have her by 9" he says shaking his hand

"Oh please no later than midnight son" he says and with that we head out. He holds out his arm for my and I grab holding his arm as we make our way to his car. I know that they are watching us through our camera system. Once we reach his car he opens the door for me and I get in kissing his cheek to thank him. He shuts my door then makes his way to the drivers seat getting in himself. He starts the car bringing it to life then puts the car in reverse and pulls out the driveway making our way to wherever he is taking me.

After about a 20 minute drive we pull up to this cute little restaurant by the water. He gets out and makes his way around opening my door for me. I get out shutting the door while he locks his car then we make our way in holding hands. Once we got inside it was so vintage and pretty.

"Reservations for styles" Harry says

"Ah right this way Mr. and Mrs. Styles" the host says, Harry turns to look at me and we bust out laughing. We make it to the table and Harry being the gentleman he is pulled out my seat for him.

-after the date-

We just made it back to my house with 5 minutes till 9. I look over at Harry and he looks nervous as hell.

"What's wring Harry" I ask him looking at him

"Well I wanted to test the water and I just want to let you know I'm not looking for a relationship right now. I know you may get mad and I do like you a lot but I just can't break your heart nor my own. You don't know who I am. You see a different side of me and when I get drunk I'm a complete different person. I want to make this work but I want to make sure the timing is right and it's not" he says looking down and it hurt but I understand

"It's all good Harold it was fun messing around. I understand. Well goodnight" I say kissing his cheek then getting out the car and heading inside.

-2 months later-

Harry's POV

It hurt to say those words to her. She doesn't look as happy she was 2 months ago. I'm such an idiot and I just been sleeping around because I miss her touch and her a lot. Homecoming is around the corner and I don't have a date and don't know who to ask. I also hooked up with her friend Anna which I know killed her. They are no longer friends and I'm sure the girl is obsessed with me.

Rachel's POV

So I'm at school right now because we have a pep assembly in the auditorium and they asked me to perform which I have written a song for this. I am broken a little inside all because of Harry. Which makes it harder when he hangs out with my brother.

I've gotten closer to the other boys especially Zayn. He's been different towards me especially after what happened. I walk into the auditorium and head back stage to meet the band and let them practice before they send people down. After I perform at least I get to go home.