I'm So Sorry

Thirteen.

Rachel's POV

It's Friday thank you jesus. The rest of the month went ok I guess. I am no longer in pain and my parent business trip turned into a 2 month trip. So Zayn has been staying with us, I also started doing some college classes online to get a head of the game. I started a lot of them my sophomore year and had no social life but this year I'm only doing a little. Last year I got 3 years worth of college classes down. I'm going to be a Dr. just like my mum.

She has been helping me a lot, I have all my nursing schooling done just gotta do the rest to get my doctor degree. Which I keep going at this rate I'll be done really soon. In the next year or two.

"What are you thinking about love" I hear drawing my attention to him.

"College" I say as he kisses my nose

"I haven't even thought about that shit yet" he says shaking his head

"It's ok you ha e time to decide what you are gonna do" I say cuddling closer to him

"I think I wanna be a singer" he says

"Sing for me" I say wanting to hear him

"Maybe one day but just not right now. I enjoy laying next to you and holding you" he says kissing me as I kiss back

-2 years later-

Rachel's POV

It's been a while, 2 years now. I'm the youngest Dr. working at the hospital I'm at. I'm 22 years old, Zayn and I broke up when he went to the X factor. And I on the other hand didn't date the rest of the 2 years, instead I finished all my college classes and got my doctorates degree. I didn't have a social life anymore after that because all I did was school. I did night schooling for college on top of finishing my senior year. This summer I graduated and I'm not gonna lie I miss Zayn hella lot. I haven't seen him since then or the rest of them.

Anyways I have to work today in the hospital. I'm a second year resident, I did my internship over the summer, very fast I might add. I had just finished showering and doing my makeup. I walk in my closet grabbing a pair of dark blue scrubs and put it on. I put my black slip on vans on and grab my white lab coat. I grab my purse and ID badge with my coffee that I made after my shower. I say bye to my two dogs and head out locking the house up.

I got lonely being by myself so I ended up getting two pit bulls. I love them dearly. I get in my car and start it up. I put it in reverse and back out of my driveway. I put the car in drive and make my way which is a 15 minute drive to the hospital. Once I reach the hospital I pull into my parking spot. I turn the car off and get out. I put my lab coat on as well as my ID and pager. I lock my car and head inside.

"Hey Dr. Johnson" Dr. Emie greets me as we both head to the elevator

"Hey Dr. Emie" I say smiling back him. Once we made it to the floor, we headed to the locker room. I head over to my locker and put my stuff away grabbing my stethoscope. I put it around my neck and head out meeting the new group of interns.

"Good morning everyone, I am Dr. Johnson I am second year resident as well as you teacher. This job is not easy. You will have a lot on your shoulders but if you all stick together you will get through your first year" I state to my interns.

"I need all hands on deck" Chief says and we all rush to the ER. Once there I see what looks to be a terrible car accident. I walk up to an ambulance waiting for them to stop and the EMS to step out.

"Why hello Dr. Johnson" Derrick says

"Hi. What do we have here" I state looking at him

"Two car accident, 6 people in one vehicle, all banged up but he looks to have so internal bleeding and possible head trauma" Derrick says as I grab the chart and walk with another dr as we rush inside. We head straight the OR to stop the internal bleeding in his stomach.

-few hours later-

Surprisingly I don't have to change my scrubs. I head back to the interns.

"Alrighty let's do our rounds and we will save the Pt with the surgery that came in for last. We will see if he has woken up by then" I stated walking towards our first Pt's room. We go through all the charts and treatments of all the pts except our last one. It took about an hour and a half. We make our way to his room. I hear talking which states he must be up. I grab the chart from one of the interns. Then we walk into the room and I don't acknowledge the pt at first.

"Hello I am your Dr., Dr. Johnson, now can you exactly tell me what you remember" I say finally looking up and meeting a pair of eyes that I fell in love with oh so 2 years ago.

"All I remember is being in a car heading to the studio and next thing I know I'm here in pain which I might add" he says kinda rudely.

"Well Mr. Malik, we had to do emergency surgery on you because you had some internal bleeding in your stomach which we had to stop. As well as you having bruising due to the seatbelt and the accident itself. Are you having any head pain?" I state as well ask

"Just a headache. When can I leave" he says staring straight ahead

"I'll get the nurse to bring in some aspirin for you and you will be here for a couple of days so we can monitor you" I state

"Better not be Tylenol because I am allergic to it. But you should know that right Dr." he says rudely finally looking at me and I just smile as his face goes blank

"Zayn stop it and be nice. She is just doing her job" his mum states smiling at me

"Yes I do know what you are and aren't allergic to sir, as I did read your chart and it states you aren't allergic to Tylenol" I say smiling and he just laughs

"Yeah I know just had to mess with you" he smirks

"If you need anything just let me know" I state making my way out of the room behind the interns.

"Dr. Johnson" I hear someone call out my name so I turn around and next thing I know his mum is hugging me.