Rachel's POV
Today I'm wearing a white bodysuit that is laced up in the chest area and you can see some cleavage but not a lot. Also I have black ripped skinny jeans on pair with my black and white checkered vans. This morning Zayn took a really good photo of me and it's on my Instagram.
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RachelE.01: When he takes a good photo of you and you just have to post on the gram. Thanks love. 💋
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@ZaynMalik You're welcome love, I guess I'm just good at what I do and it's only good because you look amazing in it.
@RachelE.01 you are to sweetI lock my phone an put it in my pocket once i see that Harry liked it. They had just made the announcement for them to make their way to the auditorium.
"Ready" Mr. Mathews ask and I nod my head and the band starts playing my song
'Oh, how 'bout a round of applause?
Yeah
Standin' ovation
Ooh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah' I start singing and the curtains pull apart revealing me.'You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please
Just cut it out' I sing walking forwards and seeing Harry in the audience sitting next to Zayn and Anna next to Harry.'Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught' I sing while students start clapping to the beat'But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
(But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow, oh' I sing looking over at Harry seeing him already staring at me'Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
(You better hurry up)
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin' 'bout "Girl, I love you, you're the one"
This just looks like a re-run
Please
What else is on? Oh, oh' I sing putting my heart and soul into it'And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught' I sing holding the last note and my eyes start tearing up'But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
(But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow' I sing holding notes while dancing with one of the dancers'Oh, and the award for the best liar
Goes to you (goes to you)
For makin' me believe
That you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out
How 'bout a round of applause?
A standin' ovation' I sing pointing in the audience'But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
(But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now' I sing finishing the song and once I'm done a get a standing ovation and everyone clapping. I walk off stage after taking a bow and head into the hallway wiping my tears."Rach what's wrong" Zayn asks following me trying to catch up
"I'm just so triggered that she's there with him knowing I how I feel" I say wiping more tears
"Shhh it'll be ok" he says hugging me and I appreciate him being here for me. I feel him kiss the top of my head and I have never seen this side of him. I look up and see him staring at me. I see his eyes flicker to my lips then back to my eyes and I just kiss him with no hesitation. He kisses back immediately. We pull away and I realized that I wanted him.
"Let's get out of here" he says stealing the words right out of my mouth and I just smiling as we run out of the school while he chases me. Next thing I know he picks me up spinning me around and I'm laughing like crazy. We make our way to his bike and he helps put the helmet on. He picked me up today so I came with him. Once we reach his place we head inside and make our way to his room. Once we reach his room we start making out. And again no I'm not a whore so don't look at me like that.
I start taking his shirt off while he unbuttons my pants. Once his shirt is off on the floor my pants find the way to the floor as well. Next I do his belt and pants sliding them down his legs. I pull his boxers down and wrap my lips around his tip. Soon my mouth found its way around his whole length. I go back and forth fast making him moan.
"Fuck I want you now" he says and he takes me over to his bed pushing me gently down on it. Next thing I know my bodysuit came off with my thong and he was inside of me thrusting back and forth. I run my nails through the naps of his neck where is little hairs are making him moan
"Fuck don't stop..." he says and he kisses my sweet spot making me moan
"Zayn..." I moan
"I love it when you say my name" he says as he goes to kiss me. We start making out more. Once we both reach our climax we release and he plops down next to me kissing my head.
"You are absolutely amazing do you know that"he says pulling me closer realizing what I just did. I get up and get dressed and he looks hurt but I can't believe I just did that.
"What's wrong" he asks
"I'm so sorry" I say and I run out his house and a block away to my house. Once I get there I open the door and see the gang there.
"Hey sis" JJ says and I book it upstairs.
"What was that all about" I hear Marie says as I get to my room and slam my door. I'm such a terrible person. I hear my phone go off and see that it's Zayn. I send him to voicemail and I text him to come over we needed to talk even though I just left his house. Within 5 minutes he entered my room and sat next to me.
"Why'd you run away like that" he asked and I could tell the pain in his voice
"I don't want to be that girl" I say looking at my hands
"But I promise you're not that girl" he says taking my hands into his hands making me look at him
"I also don't want to become between you and Harry" I say
"You won't, him and I have been rocky lately because I didn't like the way he treated you and threw you to the corner. I almost beat the shit out of him for it" he says staring into my eyes
"I'm sorry" I say looking away
"Don't be babygirl" he says lifting my chin up and placing a kiss on my nose
"I'm the one that is sorry" he added
"For what" I ask
"Because I took advantage of you while you are hurt and I'm sorry" he says but I slam my lips against his and kiss him hard.
"Don't be I wanted to do it. It wasn't just you and trust me it was amazing" I say pulling away smiling
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