"You're nothing but a worthless piece of shit, you mine aswell go fucking kill yourself" I read another comment on a YouTube video I posted explaining I needed help , my depression was taking over and my head was incased in darkness, every night I'd do this , sit at my computer in the dark with a knife by my side , cutting deeply into my legs, bleeding onto the sheets with tears running down my face everytime one gets to me, being 19 is an advantage here, I live alone, my mother can't walk in and hurt me anymore, I can sit here and cry and cut as deeply as my body craves and no one can stop me, of course my boyfriend usually stays over at night, and usually has sex with me to counteract the depression but he goes on business trips and leaves me for a long time, he's tried to get me help for a long time but nothing happens ever, I go to a therapist they give me meds that don't do shit and I wind back up in this hell hole I call my apartment of darkness
My name is The Unknown,
We will stick with that for now.
My story is something of with isn't happy and I'll continue later for which I am busy
YOU ARE READING
Unknown
RandomIt's just a perspective of someone who has to undergo the struggle of both depression and anxiety and well things don't turn out as well as people may hope...
