Heal My Wounds

38-Shivika🤧😍

Hello friends,
How are you all? All good??

Waise I know you are angry on me...

But before you starts scolding me let me tell you,

Today is My Birthday🙂😎😍...
so birthday girl ko daanto mat🙈😌😂😂

Ok, but sorry for late update🙏❤️

And today is miss_idiosyncratic 's birthday too😁happy birthday😘😘

So this is treat from both of us to you all...😁😁

And also belated happy birthday to our Mr. SSO😎❤️❤️

Happy reading.....😊😊
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Shivaay,

      You know I am so happy today...yeah yeah not more than you  but still I am also happy. The news you gave me yesterday was the best news I heard till now. I just can't express my feelings. This is my condition, but I can imagine what will be our family's reaction. They will be more surprised and more happy than me. If maa hears this na she will be perfectly fine on next moment, you know?

       Ok ok now don't be surprised by this sentence. I know about maa's condition Shivaay. How?? Hmm...I am writing this letter to tell you that only and some other things too.

      I know I know you want me to forget everything about past and enter in this new phase of our life. You are right too, as I know we will not allow anyone to create rifts between us again. But still I think we have to clear all things, all misunderstandings between us. So that if something from those comes in front of us in future, then it will not affect our future. So I am writing this letter.

     First of all I am really very sorry Shivaay. I know you will say it's ok. But no...it's not ok shivaay. You know, I scolded you, taunted you, I fought with you many times for not sharing any stuff with me. As I just hate that Shivaay. I don't want you to face all problems alone. Or sometimes I think that you just don't want to share with me as you don't consider me worthy for that.(don't be angry now...first read whole letter and then scold me ;-) ) So I always wanted you to share things precisely problems with me. But this time I did the same thing Shivaay. Yes Shivaay, I also hide some things from you.

      I am so sorry for whatever happened Shivaay. I know sorry is nothing in front of what you have faced, but still... I just left you and our family without informing and then all that happened. You know maa is in this condition only because of me. Directly or indirectly I am responsible for all that which you had to face. And so I am not angry on you for your behavior.

      You know I am such a fool. I got to know all things when I already broke your heart again. That day after our fight I saw so much pain in your eyes which is similar to mine. Then only I realized that something is there about which I am unaware, after searching about it I got to know that you was the one who saved me that day when I fell unconscious in the store room, and then I realized that you still cares for me.

      But then also I was confused about your behavior with me. If you cares for me then why that hateful behavior with me?? I was thinking about it but then Sahil and Papa cleared my confusion. Indirectly Sahil told me about many things and he said that I have to think by your point of view also. And Papa...he met me in mandir and I was so shocked by seeing him like that, totally broken. Then he told me about maa's accident. I went to Oberoi Mansion with him and there I met everyone who were angry on me just like you. And then I met maa. And then I realized Shivaay that I did a very big mistake. I was angry on you but our family, they consider me as their daughter, they loves me as much as they loves you...but what I did? I just broke their hearts and maa..... I don't even know what should I write about maa. I failed as a daughter in law Shivaay. That day I realized you were behaving like old Stone Singh Oberoi because you were too hurt and broken. Family members were also angry on me and didn't talk to me nicely at first. But they knew that I gave you all many wounds but I am the one who can heal them and bring back everything to normal. Then I asked them to help me to get my Shivaay that means you back. And they agreed to that. I asked them to hide this thing that I met them all and they kept their promise.