After The Sunset

6:10 pm

there's a saying,

some people are meant to be in love, but not together.

when I first heard that, I thought to myself.

that's the most painful yet stupid thing that could happen to someone.

but how is it possible?

cause for me, if i ever love someone, deeply and utterly madly in love with someone,

I won't let them go,

I will fight with every fiber of my bring for their happiness,

and for them to stay with me.

but even before all that, I could never imagine

to be that deeply and madly in love with someone, that you are willing to put themself first,

above all things,

even your happiness,

even if you're hurting.

so fortunately, I never felt that.

I never felt that deeply and sincerely in love with someone that it makes my stomach filled with butterflies,

or smile to every song lyrics I've listen to, because it reminds me of you.

or how you couldn't sleep because all you think about is that one person that flip your world upside down,

with their smile,

with their silly jokes,

with their random thoughts,

or their breathtaking laugh that you love to hear every single day.

and fortunately, it never happened to me.

- until I met you.