have you ever feel so much pain that words could not describe it anymore?
have you ever feel so much pain that all you tasted is bitter?
how you can feel your heart stabs you with every beat it took.
how your stomach feel nauseous because of what you just heard.
how your whole body feel numb.
how your breath quicken making the stabs your heart gave you intensifies,
and how your brain froze, because your biggest fear finally come to life?
yet here you are, telling yourself that it does not matter.
that you deserve it.
that it was okay,
all the lies you gave yourself,
so you'll feel slightly better.
but you're wrong.
it makes you feel worst.
it makes you feel more alone than ever.
but deep down you just can't help but think
- I deserve it.
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After The Sunset
Non-Fictionyou came in waves, but you never stayed. --- dedicated to you, the one who makes me realize that it doesn't take a bullet to kill someone. © Copyrights Reserved
