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ch eight

Eunji

I arrived at the cafeteria and saw Chanhi sitting with Renjun's friend.
i came near to them and greeted them 'hello'.

"where's hyuni?" i asked as i didn't saw her presence around.

"uhmm, she's with her new boyfriend." i became shocked for a sec but i didn't know what came into my mind that made me ask who's her someone special.

"who is he?" i asked and saw chanhi put her palm into her chin and smiled like an idiot.

"you definitely know him" then she winked at me.

"what w-who's he-" i heard someone coughed behind me so i turned around and i never felt this way. like my heart shattered into pieces and i cant barely move as i saw who she is with and the owner of the arms that are clinging to her shoulders which made them totally look like a sweet couple.

"uhmm, eunji are you ok?" her boyfriend asked, and guess what, its Renjun.

" i-i'm fine, just gotta go to the restroom." i feel like i need to excuse myself for some moment. it was like i was hit by alot of bullet but i cant feel it since i became too numb.

i ran inside a cubicle and cried silently. I dont know why i'm feeling this way, why i feel hurt. i shouldn't be caring about them, actually i should be happy for them but this shit keeps on confusing me. my feelings.

obviously, not for hyuni but for Renjun. I hate him to my nerves but he still hit me so hard to my heart. He gives me feelings i should not feel towards him, the feeling of being inlove. and that day, i confronted myself, i am hurt beacuse i like him.

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"hey, are you ok?" Chanhi came to me right away.

"Yeah, im alright" i lied. good thing i didn't have red eyes or else it would be more obvious that i cried and im not ok.

"c'mon, let's sit down now" i smiled and invited her to come and place ourselves to our seats since i saw our next teacher coming but i also saw renjun staring at me the whole time but i ignored it.

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"you ok?" i was cleaning the room when renjun asked out of the blue. we're the only one left since he was always assigned to be the last one to leave because it was his duty and i was a the last clenaner left, meaning we're the only one on the room now.

"im fine why?" i let out a sigh and continued my work on the board.

"but you didn't look like one for me."

he leaned on the board and stared at me but i just pretend i don't notice him the whole time.

"if im the one to be asked, i am fine." good thing, i was exactly finished and so im ready to go to escape from his further interrogations.

"dont lie, eunji. i can fully see it in your eyes you're not now tell me why." i've had enough so i turned to him.

"now that you know im not, why would you care why im hurt? stop being a whole bullcrap and leave me alone! You have your own business now, right so why would u bother to know what im feeling right now?!" i confronted him and i know anytime i can burst into tears because i just told him that i am hurt and i have feelings for him already but i know i dont have a chance since he has hyuni now.

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