Only In My Dreams

Chapter 5

Godt POV

Why do I have this odd feeling this morning? I feel like I have talked to Bas, but I know that I didn't see him last night. I didn't have any dreams at all, but I keep having this strange feeling that I did actually get to be with him. I don't know how, but I'm a little happier today because of it. 

I'm sure that I'm just imagining things again, but I have this strange idea floating around my head that he actually misses me. That is complete nonsense. There is no way that Bas misses me. To top off all these strange feelings, I could have sworn that someone kissed me last night. I still don't know what this is all about, but I think I'm starting to go crazy.

However, I'm a little bit happier today, but I just can't put my finger on why. What is my mind doing to me? First, my mind has me seeing this most adorable and cute guy, and before I know it, I fall for him. Then when I realize that it is only in my dreams and that nothing is real, I feel like Bas is missing me. I'm still completely lost on how any of this could be true or even real. I'm sure that it is just my mind playing tricks on me again. It is all in my dreams.

I shake my head and I force myself out of bed. Why can't I just have a normal life and a normal relationship?

As I walk into the bathroom, I stop in front of the mirror and I stare at my reflection. I look normal. I don't look like I'm crazy, but why is this happening to me?

I sigh and slowly shake my head. This has to be a clear sign that I'm losing it. I turn and head for the shower. I have to stop thinking about it and maybe then, things will get back to normal.

***

I feel refreshed and I may even say that I have a little spring to my step. I'm still not completely sure why I'm happier than normal, but I am.

With a smile on my face, I walk into the office building and I head towards my floor. I don't even think that there is anything that can ruin my happy mood today.

As I get off the elevator on my floor, Tee and Copter come rushing towards me. Tee frantically asks, "Please tell me that you are still planning on coming with us to the concert. Remember, I won tickets. You have to go. Come on, please."

Copter quickly grabs my hand and with a sad puppy dog face, he begs, "Please, Godt. You have to come. The group is amazing."

I shake my head. I'm not going to tell them that I actually forgot. That will definitely make things worse.

Tee flashes a big grin at me. "You don't have to worry about asking for this Friday off. Copter and I already filled out your vacation request and I explained to our manager that all three of us were going to the same thing. I just didn't tell him that it was a concert and a meet and greet. He wouldn't have been so willing to let us go if he knew."

Copter adds, "Oh, we will be picking you up at 9am on Friday, and we will be driving there, so be ready to go. We need plenty of time to get there."

Confused, I slowly ask, "Where exactly is the concert at that we have to leave so early?"

Tee frowns. "You didn't remember anything did you. It will be a 2-hour drive to the concert and the meet and greet is before the show. We want to get there early enough that we get towards the front of the line. However, we knew that you wouldn't be willing to sleep there overnight or get up really early to wait in line, so this is about the latest that Cop and I are comfortable with. Any later and we would probably be at the end of the line."

Copter nods his head in agreement.

I can't believe these two. They went ahead and asked our manager for me to take Friday off just so we can go to a concert. Man, the group must be really good. I have never seen them acting like this for any other group or event. Since they are so eager to go, I might as well be a good friend.