Only In My Dreams

Chapter 9

Tee POV

Tae suddenly appears next to us. "Did you say that you love the group?"

OMG!! That voice! It is HIM!!!

My knees immediately begin to wobble, and I can feel my face beginning to heat up. I slowly turn my focus to the man that can make my body melt with just one look, and I instantly realize that his affect on me is so much stronger in person than viewing him through the videos and pictures from the internet. Oh, I think I'm going to melt into a pile of goo right now.  Someone please give me strength.

My stomach instantly begins to flutter as Tae's eyes lock with mine. I can't believe that this is happening. I'm definitely going to thank Godt later if I can still talk later. Right now, I feel like my whole body is going haywire. Little goosebumps form all over my body as little beads of sweat explode everywhere.

I never thought that he would be able to do this much to me without even touching me. Oh, but I have dreamt of the things that he will do to me or that I could do to him. 

Is it getting hot in here? Man, I think they turned up the heat in here.

With my eyes still locked with Tae, I take a deep breath trying to calm myself down, and I begin to pull my shirt out a little trying to get some cool air against my burning hot skin. As I whip my shirt back and forth trying desperately to get some cool air under my shirt, Tae's eyes slowly slide down my face, and his eyes slowly scan across my body.

Every part of my body that his eyes look at begin to tingle as if his hands were actually caressing me instead. I'm so lost in my own emotions that I barely hear Kimmon say, "Yeah, do you really love the group?"

There could a hundred or more people in the room and I'll only be able to look at Tae. Oh my gosh, he is so handsome.

As Tae's eyes slowly begin to make their way back up my body, I can feel my arousal surge and I'm glad that I'm wearing a baggy shirt for once. I usually don't like to wear baggy things, but for some crazy reason today, I thought that it would be a good idea. Maybe I thought that I wouldn't be able to watch his performance on stage without feeling a little something for him. However, regardless of the reason, I'm so happy that he can't see exactly what he is doing to me.

I gulp hard when Tae's eyes stop on my chest and I feel like he is wanting to see more. I nearly gasp in shock when Tae slowly licks his lips before his eyes come back up to mine. My heart is beating so fast that I'm afraid that it is going to burst from my chest. This time, as I look into Tae's eyes, I see a hunger that I didn't see before. Initially, I could see curiosity, but now I also see a hunger. If I'm not mistaken, I think he wants to devour me.

OMG!! That would be like a dream come true, but I suddenly realize that I would be just another fan. Just the thought of him hooking up randomly with other fans instantly ends my dream and my body slowly begins to calm down. However, I'm still highly sensitive and completely aroused. I can't completely get myself back to normal.

I take a deep breath. I have to realize that I will never be special to him. I'm just another fan who likes him. I'm sure that he gets tons of them on a daily basis.

However, knowing that I'm just one in many doesn't seem to change my body any. It is still responding from Tae's hungry eyes and his gorgeous face.

Once again, I gulp. Man, my mouth has suddenly dried up. Before I have a chance to look through my bag for a bottle of water, Tae holds up a bottle of water and asks, "Are you thirsty? You look like you could use a drink."