Stuck as kid Delirious

How are the guys?

Delirious/Jonathan POV

I lean back in my seat happy and full but so gosh damn sleepy. I close my eyes to give them some rest but hear Craig clapping to wake me up. I groan slowly looking over to him. "Hey don't fall asleep on us. For one your going to fall if you sleep leaning back in your chair like that. Second You promised to test or new boost thingy." Craig said still unsure of a name. I sit up blinking away sleep. "I never promised." I said dragging my hand across my face to wake myself up more. Craig frowned wanting to say something. I yawned before continuing. "But I'll test it out anyway. Besides as you can see I need a boost to get things around the house done."

Craig smiled wide so did Brock. "You heard him Brock take it out!" Craig said excited and Brock pulled out a small tube of yellow water. I frowned and looked at it then at them. "This is piss isn't it?" I said reaching for it but stop then look at them. Brock and Craig looked at the liquid and frowned. "We'll work on the color later! For now we need to see if it works." Craig said now pushing it closer to me. "First tell me why you guys only call me when you want to test something? What if it kills me one day?" I say only to see if this is a prank. I really don't want to drink this yellow shit. "All the guys don't like us doing things that can 'hurt' us anymore cause we're 'omegas' not like that mattered before. So Brock and I kinda made this one in secret." Craig said smiling happy that he and Brock got away with doing something there not supposed to do. "And nothing we make can kill you we tested it 100 times over." Brock said.

I frown looking back at the liquid. "Okay but why only ask me? Can't one of you do it and take notes on it?" I say looking at them. Craig frowned upset that I wont just drink it. "Because your a push over." Craig said mad but looked down feeling bad as soon as he said it. Craig frowned looking really sorry. "Sorry John I Didn't mean that I just... I've been hanging around Tyler to much I guess. I'm starting to catch his temper." Craig said looking to me than to Brock with a shy smile. "You've been acting like this for weeks. I'll talk to you and Tyler about this later." Brock said upset at Craig.

I look at them feeling lost. I don't know how everyone is or how much they changed. My omega side wants to care for my old pack. I feel a soft whine come up but I push it down and smile looking to Craig. "Craig it's fine but you never were the type to get mad. We'll you where a sissy back in the day." I say with a half smile half frown. I look at them then back at the liquid. "S-So how are the guys? Have they changed much? A-Are they Still pissed?" I say with a small laugh but stop when both Brock and Craig look down. I laugh but feel like I've been kicked. "S-Sorry they told you guys not to tell me anything right? I just thought they would have forgot or at lest forgave me for fucking up the hist. I know we worked on it for years but... I know I really fucked up and almost got you guys caught or worst killed b-but...." I frown not knowing what to say. 

I look at them but they look away from my eyes. "I-I told them not to give me such an important roll they know I freak out and mess up under presser." I say now playing with the liquid not wanting to meet their eyes. "I-I don't know if there still mad John, But it's hard to even bring up your name to Evan. The others are starting to think it's best if omegas like us live normally." Brock said looking back and forth at me then down at the counter. "Well as Tyler put it you settled in rather quickly and didn't look back like this is what you wanted. You didn't want to put up with the danger they put them self's in everyday. So he said to leave it." Craig said looking at me. "Did you hate working with... No, Did you hate being with us?" Brock asked looking to me.

I frown looking at Brock's sad eyes. "I loved living with you guy's and our little self made pack." I say softly. "I never wanted to leave." I say even softer but looked up and around my place. I then laugh. "I hate living like some normal omega. My omega side needs others around them in the first place." I smile looking to them. "But even so it's still going to be hard making up with everyone if I can and it's going to be awkward." I laugh and hear both Craig and Brock laugh softly with me. I look at the yellow water again and frown. "I Should really get to testing this shouldn't I?" I say changing the topic and see both Brock and Craig's sad smiles change into excited looks.

I laugh but frown knowing after I take it it'll be weeks before I can see them again if even that. 'Enough of that sad shit.' I say to myself sighing out with a quick shake. "Okay here goes nothing." I say as I twist off the cap and give the liquid a sniff. I move it away and cough feeling the scent burn my nose. "Don't spill it!" Craig said cupping around my hand to catch it if it falls. I smile bringing it closer. "Well it's not piss but smells like one strong cleaner." I said moving it away from my nose again. Brock and Craig look to each other. "We should dampen the smell or no one would want to take it." Craig said and Brock nodded. "Okay, Fix the smell and color." Brock nodded again then turned to me. "Come on drink up." Brock said waving his hand to hurry me along.

I look to him and frown. I sigh then take a deep breath and take down the liquid like it was a shot. I cough and pucker a bit. "Sour and it burns going down." I say as I move my tongue around my mouth to get rid of the after taste. "Why dose it taste like bad apples and alcohol? Is that what you guys put in it?" I say as I look at the small tube in my hand then at them. They look so confused. "What?" I say confused then look to myself. 'Well I don't feel any different.'

Craig looks to me then down confused. "There definitely where no apples in that. Weird? Why apple?" Craig thought to himself. "Do you feel any different? Energized? Awake? Sick? Dizzy?" Brock asked I look to him and shake my head no. "I don't feel any different. Dose it take time to work?" I asked and Brock smiles. "That's it! It'll take time to work! So tell us if you feel any changes in about five minutes." Brock said nodding as he looked at his phones time and I just nodded back. 'I guess it was suppose to work right away?' I sigh and reach for my water to get the taste out of my mouth but feel my hand going numb. I frown looking to it. I then feel my body shake like I'm extremely cold or feels like the start of heat.

"John? Whats wrong?" Brock asked as he gets up and stands next to me so I don't fall probably thinking my heat started. Craig goes around the counter to get to me. I then feel an explosion of energy. I Stand up fast wanting to Run, Jump, Do push ups something! And I want to do it now! I move past Brock to go for a run or something but after the first step I crash to the floor. "John! Whats wrong!? Is it your heat!? Are you in pain!?" Craig yelled looking me over. I push myself up but have trouble staying up. "Every thing swaying. I feel sick." I say as I feel the start of motion sickness. I lay my body down to stop it but then this burning heat came over my body.

"John if you need to throw up or anything just do it don't worry about us." Brock said placing his hand on my back. I hit his hand away. Brock held his hand and I see him tear up. I frown. "Hurts.. it Hurt when you touched me." I groan out. 'Fuck it's my heat but it's not suppose to happen yet and it hurts so much!' I then hear Craig and Brock yell back and forth not knowing why I'm reacting this way to the boost and going into heat. But everything started to fade as I laid there. Brock noticed and started freaking out telling me to sit up and stay awake.

I then fell asleep.