Stuck as kid Delirious

Seeing 'him' again

Delirious/Jonathan POV

I look away as soon as my eyes meet Evans. Evan is one of the Alphas of the group and was the one that told me to leave and not to come back but here I am. An omega going against an alphas command is a death sentence in most packs back in the day. 'Shit.' I groan to myself scared. 

What sucks most about it is Evan was my number one biggest crush which made being kicked out by him that more painful. I even once thought of becoming his mate if he ever asked me too. I turn to take a peek and see Evan staring at me wide eyed. 'He really does look tired.' I think to myself then turn away as old feelings rush back. I hear fast steps come towards me and stop. I hear a soft sigh then feel soft tapping on my arm so I turn slowly to see Evan crouched down next to Brock and I. Evan lets out a soft laugh and a big smile with a purr. His eyes holding deep sadness as he looks to me. "Can I hold him?" Evan asked Brock reaching out to pick me up. I look to Brock a bit scared which made Brock pause for a sec confused at what to do. But hands me over.

I feel my fear leave me as I blush hard as Evans arms wrap around me protectively. Evan turns and carries me to the front of the meeting room and sits down in his seat looking down at me. Evan stares down at me with a soft smile as he waits for everyone to be seated. Evan smiles and purrs softly once more petting my head then brushing my hair behind my ear. Evan then looks up putting on a straight face as he starts the meeting. 

"Tyler what do you have on the target?" Evan asked looking to Tyler. Tyler stands and looks down at notes he had with him then back up at Evan then the others. "A man about 6'3" Name Franz Fuch. Franz has about two normal guards which are with him around the clock and two secret ones that guard him when he's out. Doesn't communicate with either group. Has high explosives shipment coming in on 7/**/**. Franz is reclusive so playing friends will not work nor would poison. He doesn't let anyone close enough for hand to hand combat and his guards would intervene if Franz shows discomfort and will be escorted away. So I think a sniper is best for the job. As for the shipment we'll need someone to intervene. The best time would be when it's on the private rode but the time of it's leave is unclear. That's about all I could get on him." Tyler says and sits down.

I look down thinking over the plan seeing if there's something we're missing but frown forgetting that I'm not part of it and haven't been for a while. Nor am I in the shape for the job. "Good. The job of Sniper I'll leave it up to Lui. Tyler will be your back up in case your line up is blocked." Evan said looking over to Lui. Lui and Tyler both nod in agreement. "As for the shipment we need to find the time of leave before the date. Understood!?" Evan yells and everyone answers back an understood.

As everyone starts to leave most of them come towards Evan and I. Most pat my head and play with my small hands talking about how cute I look. As they stop them self's from saying my name. As Brock walks up and reaches his arms out to take me back from Evan. I reach out too but get pulled back closer to Evan. "I got him. Go help the guys find the time of shipment." Evan said growling softly looking to Brock. I look wide eyed to Evan then back to Brock shaking my head. I really don't want to be alone with Evan it's weird. What if I mess up. Again. What if he finds out I went against alpha orders? I whine frowning at the thought.

I sigh and suck up my pride and reach out again but this time make grabby hands at Brock and let out a whine as I fuss a bit. I feel Evan softly whine out and hand me to Brock as he lets out a long sigh. I turn back to Evan and see him make a sad smile as he hands me over. "Next time I may not hand you over so easily." Evan said as Brock gets a hold of me. Evan starts playing with my hands and makes this fucking cute ass goofy face. I blush letting out a laugh but turn to hide it covering it in Brock's shirt. "I saw that." Evan laughs out purring softly now getting up from his seat.

Evan walks Brock out talking to him about how Brock's going to look after me and do work. Evan saying he'll look after me for him. "Well this little guy doesn't really act up much." Brock said looking down at me. "I'm not saying he would. I'm saying he'll get bored and a kid needs to run around." Evan said looking to Brock then to me with a frown. Brock looks down at me not knowing what to say. "I think so too but..." Brock said now looking up and down one of the halls.

Evan stops Brock making Brock face him. Evan opens his mouth but closes it and frowns. "What time is he coming to pick him up?" Evan said in a soft voice looking away from Brock biting his lip with a frown. Brock blinks confused at the question but goes wide eyed after figuring it out. "Oh, Uh... Well he's busy so this little guy may stay with us for awhile." Brock said as he started to rock me looking down. Evan frowns more looking pissed. "To busy for his own kid? What the fuck is he doing that's so Important?" Evan said pissed but looks to me then sighs calming himself down. "W-what about the kids... father?" Evan said growling deeply getting more pissed as he continues.

Brock stepped back looking down. "I'm the one who offered to take care of him. A-and it's Just him and the kid." Brock said turning and looking down whimpering. Brock looked down the hall wanting to leave. I feel my heart sink. Seeing how mad Evan is still at me. "O-of course it's just him. So what he thinks where not busy? Did he not think it through. We have enough to worry about." Evan said the last part softly still pissed looking to the side. Evan sighs turning to Brock and I. "Sorry Brock, And sorry little guy if I sound scary." Evan said sighing out as he takes my small hand in his giving me a soft smile. I frown at him pulling away. Evan frowns at this. "Oh no don't be mad at me little guy." Evan said looking to me. I turn away mad/hurt at what he said.

I hear Evan sigh. "Brock whats his name?" Evan said softly probably upset with himself. I feel Brock's grip tighten. "J-John Jr. ....?" Brock said. Better then coming up with one on the spot. Just add Jr. to my name. Evan frowns but sighs out. "Hey little John Jr. do you like... Teddy bears?" Evan asked rolling his eyes at the words teddy and bears. I frown pissed at how he said Teddy bears. "What you don't like teddy?" I say a bit sassy. I bite my lip and go wide eyed. 'Shit I fucked up!' An omega shouldn't talk back to an alpha like that no matter their age.

Evan goes wide eyed but laughs it off shaking his head. "I don't care for them but you know little guy you don't have to like them just cause your dad does." Evan said patting my head looking to me with hurt in his eyes. I frown at him still mad. "I like teddy." I said now glaring at him. "But I don't like you." I said as I turn my head away. 'Asshole. Don't go talking shit then trying to play nice with that kinda face.'  

I hear a sad and soft laugh with a whine. "Just like your dad huh?" I feel Brock's grip tighten. I look to Brock and see him close to tears so I turn to Evan and see him look like he was in deep pain.