I miss you...

Have fun without me...

The week had gone by quickly, but today was a big day....for Mark. He was leaving for South Carolina today to film with Cyndago and I was to be left alone here. I got up to text Mark and ask if he was ready since I was driving him to the airport 'you'd better be up and ready to go' and after a few he texted back saying he was ready, so I drove over to his place. After getting there I blew my horn and he came out putting a finger to his closed lips telling me to be quiet since it was like six o' clock so I flipped him off as he made his way to the car "morning baby!" He teased, I just rolled my eyes and popped the trunk "hurry the hell up honey" i sarcastically said and winked he just laughed and did what he had to do.

The ride was pretty silent until we got there "I guess this is goodbye for now!" He said while opening his door "yeah, have fun without me" I said again sarcastically, he turned to me "aww..does someone need a hug?" Yes please! "No." Aww... Damn my stubbornness. "Well you're getting one anyways!" And before I could object his arms were around me so I just hugged back "I'll miss you, you'd better text me after the flight and let me know your okay" he smiled and stood up out of the car "and what if I don't?" Really? "Then, I won't pick you up when you come back" he sighed defeat "fine." I looked behind him at all the people and I couldn't help but feel sad "you better go before you miss your flight" he nodded "bye rachel! I'll see you in two days!" I waved and he was gone.

I needed something to do since Mark was gone, which meant no gaming together and all that jazz but I truly missed him...a little more than a friend should. I eventually decided I'd go shopping for clothes since I hadn't done that in a while and shopping made me feel a little better, first stop Victoria secrets!

I found some really cute underwear and lingerie.. If only I had a boyfriend to wear it for, I may have been a YouTuber but I repelled guys literally... My brown hair didn't shine like the girls on tumblr, and my body was curvy so I guess that was an advantage and my green eyes were nice I guess...but it's just not enough to be with someone like Mark. I decided I'd buy some lingerie just in case I'd ever get a boyfriend.

Once I returned home Mark had texted me saying his flight was fine and he was still alive so I feeling a little bit better, decided to make a video for my channel, I decided I'd play happy wheels. After I was done with the basically same old levels I edited it and uploaded it, not even thirty minutes after it finished uploading Mark had texted me 'nice happy wheels video' I of course texted back a quick 'thanks' and we had a small conversation thru text messages until I just fell asleep on the couch. When I opened my eyes again it was already ten o'clock, I looked at my phone which had eight texts on it? 'Rachel, guess what?' The next one 'Rachel? Did you die?' On to the next 'oh my god Rachel, if you don't answer back I'm going to come back and avenge your death!' Oh my...'Rachel?! Did you fall asleep?! Noo!' And then there was 'okay fine, Goodnight Rachel' and to that one my heart swooned, I mean yes he's said goodnight to me but even on his trip away he continuously text me out of all people he could! I couldn't help but feel a little bit special. But I decided that I'd just call it a day and try to not sulk on marks abscence I mean he's coming back in a day! I need to seriously rethink my life...