I miss you...

Be easy please

We stopped for a moment to go upstairs into the bedroom, that's where we began throwing any article of clothing off of each other, we were just rolling around the bed laughing "are we really about to do this?" He stopped "I think so" I began blushing "I've been wanting to do this since I've met you, you know that right?" I openly admitted while he just laughed "I didn't know until now, but I have too" I gazed into his chocolate brown eyes and couldn't help but be mesmerized so I reached up to cup his face in my hand "I love you Markimoo!" He smiled back "but I love you more Rachel!" And in all awkwardness we did it, I couldn't help but whimper in pain as he entered me "you okay?" He asked pausing a little "yeah" was all I could say without sounding like a hurt child, he looked at me questioning wether he really should but I gave him an encouraging smile too which he smiled and kept going, soon the pain subsided and pleasure began taking over me with only minor stinging remaining deep inside me "oh Mark! Oh my god!" I kept yelling "harder! Harder! Harder!!" He did as he was told ramming into me harder each time. Soon I felt warmth between my legs and I became tingly and sort of numb "I'm cumming baby" Mark muffled into the crook of my neck "m-me too" as rammed into me one last time I felt...well I don't know how to describe it, I believe it was a mixture of relief and pleasure just coursing thru my entire body. I won't forget the warmth of him inside me but as we both caught our breathe and he rolled off me "so, how was your first time?" He asked smirking I just grinned "it was okay" I shrugged nonchalantly "only okay? Pfft" I laughed "okay, it was..umm..excellent?" He just laughed at my awkwardness talking about so I slapped his chest "shut up douche! I don't know how to describe it!" He smiled "I do..." I looked at him urging him on "magical,wonderful or how about epic?" I rolled my eyes and got up " I'm going to take a shower" I got up "can I join?" I blushed "sure" I whispered while waddling into the bathroom.

I had figured he was just joking but as soon as I stepped in the shower and let the warm water pour over me, Mark came in "I'm here!" I turned to him, I gazed upon his chest..on my god those abs doe. He stepped in behind me and wrapped his arms around me, I couldn't help but lean into him as he rubbed my stomach with soap "Rachel?" I kept my eyes closed "hmm?" I don't know if it was the shower doing it or Mark but I became incredibly dazed like it was all a dream, if it weren't for the stinging in between my legs I would have swore I was dreaming. "I was just wondering, are we a thing now?" I opened my eyes and leaned off him "do you want to be?" I asked sincerely as I turned to look at him, he looked so darn cute without his glasses on! Awww! "I mean yeah, but I just don't want to lose our friendship if we were to break up, ya know?" I nodded "well, I'm not going to be your friend with benefits it that's what you think..." I said jokingly "no! No! That's not what I want, I've been wanting to be your boyfriend for a long time! It's just what if we broke up? I don't want to lose you as one of my best friends" I understood "okay, we can try it but no matter how bad it ends we have to stay best friends, sound good?" He smiled and nodded "pinky swear?" I held my pinky out "your so childish some times" he mocked but intertwined his pinky with mine "good. I'm getting out now I'm turning into a prune" I said "but I haven't washed your back yet!" I rolled my eyes "I'll wash you, give me the soap" I was toying with him. He passed me the soap and i lathered it in my hands, I began tracing his muscular outlines with my hands and going lower, reaching every crevice of his body he was obviously enjoying it because a part of him got ummm...really excited.. He was leaning against the shower wall with his eyes closed moaning a little, I stood up and smiled "there, all clean now" he opened his eyes as I ran out of the shower "hey! You can't do that!" He had a pouty man child voice "deal with it!" I yelled and got dressed.

I got really tired and the stinging between my legs had subsided so I laid on the bed wearing one of his Markiplier shirts just relaxing, soon Mark came in and jumped on the bed with me "whatcha doing rachel?" I looked over at him "I'm sleepy" was all I said "well then let's sleep!" He was too enthusiastic "fine, turn off the light will ya?" I rolled over as he turned the light out as he adjusted himself to get comfortable I rolled over to him and cuddled into his chest "I love you rachel" that stunned me for a moment but I smiled into his chest "I love you to Mark" this was all I've ever wanted and I was getting it now I could honestly say I was the luckiest girl alive as I fell asleep in marks arms.

A/N: the song inspiration (shiny toy guns-stripped) is from Marvelgirl14's story titled 'but why me?' Go read it it's fabulous! :) mmkaii bye!