I miss you...

Going on with life?

It's now been a month since that last call, he indeed called me back and I ignored it that's when I got his voicemail " Rachel?! I'm sorry I yelled at you. I didn't mean to honestly, please call me back I swear we'll talk this time. Please just call me back okay?" I never did call back and neither did he, I can't say I was better off without him but my heart hurt less and less each day.

"Hello people of the interwebs! Today I'll be playing The Witches House! I'm ready for the scares are you?" I asked, as I finished up the first episode I cursed myself for picking a not so scary game, if it didn't scare me I had to fake it and I hated lying to my fans but I new I had to be entertaining. After editing and uploading I decided I'd go out and pamper myself, first I got my nails done, then I bought a few clothing accessories. As I began walking out of the mall I was in I noticed a group of three guys smiling and giggling while looking at me, I assumed they recognized me from my channel that seems to be happening more and more these days, so I ignored it and dug for my keys in my purse "umm..excuse me?" I looked up to see one of the boys "can I help you?" He smiled "are you Rachel Preston?" I smiled a little "yep, that's me!" He widened his eyes "can I get a picture with you?" I nodded and got up beside him as he aimed his cell phone at us "say cheese!" He said "cheese" and he thanked me and ran over to his friends to show them so I waved and left.

I sat in the car and relaxed in the seat looking on Twitter and seeing the picture I'd just taken with the fan in the mall with a caption that said 'my new bae' so I, thinking it was hilarious retweeted it. And then I was off to Cracker Barrel! I was a hungry little YouTuber!

After enjoying my Salisbury steak and mashed potatoes I decided it was enough to end the day on. As I got home I had a text so I read it, it was from Wade 'you should really check Marks recent video...' What?! No! I was just getting over this bullshit! 'No! I'm officially done with his jackass-ness' I texted back, I knew I didn't mean it but..ehh sue me! 'Fine! But you should consider it though' it must've been real important...should I?! I shook my head mentally slapping myself and I began putting away all of my newly boughten items.

I decided I should reward myself with a nice bubble bath, I was in need of the relaxation so why not? I undressed and settled into the warm bubbly water. I felt my troubles dissolve slowly but my mind was stuck on what was so important on marks channel that I needed to see it. I got out and dried off, putting my pajamas on I jumped into my bed and snuggled up in my blankets. I started going thru Twitter on my iPad and noticed I had a lot of mentions about Marks video..so I let my curiosity get the better of me and I got out of Twitter and into YouTube looking for Markiplier, and I seen he had a sims 4 video up..so that's what he's lowered down to? Ehh shut the hell up me! You've played every damn Sims that came out! True...damnit. The video started with Marks intro and then he began creating a household "so I'm going to create Bob, Wade and myself so let's do this!" After he created Bob and Wade but then when the next character came up he stopped "hey! That looks a lot like Rachel!" It really did actually..weird. But hearing him say my name was weird but I couldn't help but smile "well let's add her in then! Let's see what should she wear? Hmm..." I watched and cussed under my breathe as he chose a short dress and high heels (something I'd never wear) "she wouldn't wear this..let's go with this tee shirt and these shorts and ooooh! Flip flops!" I watched carefully as he matched the red tee shirt with the pink bunny on it with jean shorts and brown flip flops...I would wear that...why wasn't my character silly like Bob and Wades? I didn't think on it too long as he made himself and he began the gameplay, he'd given Wade a small room, Bob a medium sized and then his a large but mine was extravagantly big! And decorated nicely compared to all the statues he put in his room and the bathroom he put in Wades room... I kept watching as he played as all characters except mine, as the gameplay progressed mine and his character apparently got umm...'romantically' involved so to say and by the end of the episode they ended up 'woohooing' oh my god! Even Mark was laughing and blushing as he tried to make it stop...he said his goodbyes and the video was over, I decided I'd leave a comment, why not? My fingers danced along the keyboard of the iPad waiting for my brain to signal it what to say "in your dreams Markimoo..." Was all I put and then I shut off the iPad and headed to bed.