Just To See You

Chapter 9: Checkmate

Audrey:

It had been a week since I talked to Zack.
Everyone including the teachers, Evan, and Riley said he NEEDED to talk to me. But I didn't want to talk to him. He hurt me. And I know to you I was probably over doing it, but you aren't me so you don't have the right to say what I can and can't do.

But something stopped by streak of ignoring him.

It was Wednesday. I was sitting in Chemistry and the bell rang. When I got out into the hall, Zack had already beat me there and was waiting for me. "We need to talk!" He said, I ignored him of course and went on about my day, but he spun me around looked me in the eyes, and kissed me.

I looked at him and slapped him. I started walking off but he picked me up, threw me over his shoulder and carried me to the computer lab which nobody happened to be in.

"Let me down Zack." I said. "No, because you've ignored me for a week almost! I need to talk to you about this and you know I do. Will you just stop ignoring me?!" He said but loud enough to the point where I was kind of scared of him. "Y-yea.." I said back. I sat down in one of the chairs and he sat next to me.

"I missed you for 10 years, and I never forgot about you. The day I left I didn't get to tell you I was leaving because my parents didn't let me. Everyday since then I really did think of you, but then recently, when I found out it was you and nearly broke down, then so much happened. With Addison and everything, to the point where I couldn't tell you I was the Zack you had been looking for, and then..I left you guys." he said, but the "I left you guys." part he mumbled. I looked up fast with an angry face. "No, you didn't leave us, you abandoned us..and you never came back until now." I said. He looked at me, and I stood up, I grabbed my stuff and got ready to leave because I was done with his shit. "Can you stop leaving me?1" he screamed. "No, I can't because even after all this time...10 years of not seeing or hearing from you, you'd think I'd be over it yet your still the only person I've ever really thought about, and like I said when you met Riley and Evan.. I hate you. So this is good-bye." I said, and I meant it. I didn't want to be apart of his life, even though I knew he wanted me to be apart of his .

A tear rolled down his eye and onto his cheek. "No, you don't get to cry, not this time." I said. "Why don't I get to?! Your fucking hurting me!" he screamed to the point where I knew the entire school could hear. "Because you hurt me for 10 years, you hurting for a year is not as bad as what you fucking put me through. For 10 years I cried and tried moving on. You gave my Depression and Anxiety, now I'm scared to lose the real people in my life. So fuck you Zack because all the pain you put me through got me up to this point, and I hate it." I said. At this point I guess Zack had given up on trying to get me to wait or stop, because this time when I g