Ramè || MINSUNG

Filler: The Conversation

"Where do you want to start? Chose what you feel comfortable with talking about." Changbin's tone was soft and gentle, as if he was trying to calm a toddler.

"I guess when I found out I liked him. And by that I mean like legit liked him. Not some school boy crush." Jisung had scooted out from under the table to where his knees touched Changbin's, the two staring at each other in a comfortable silence.

"Okay. Let's start from there." Sending the younger a soft smile as a sign to start talking.

"Well uh. Remember when we celebrated my birthday at the office that night. We were talking and it made me realize the fact that I actually do love him. Before I was always so unsure. And now I am again," giving out a groan Jisung rested his head in his hands and let out a sigh. "What the hell am I doing?"

"The same thing as I did."

"What are you talking about,"

"Do you remember how I asked out Felix?"

"I think I do. Didn't you make some big scene in a Waffle House about how much you love him?" The memory of seeing Felix blush bright red and hide his face in his menu gave Changbin a big smile.

"Yeah, and that was so stupid. I don't see why Felix said yes. But what does that have to do with my situation?" Changbin let out a sigh and cleared his throat.

"Look Peter. It isn't easy you know. Love. Liking someone. Having the courage to tell the person how you feel. This is how I felt with Felix. I pushed him away and acted cold until I realized that that only did damage. So I grew a pair and asked him out in the worst way possible. It still haunts me to this day." The ending of Changbin's little speech made Jisung start laughing, the other chuckling under his breath.

"You're idea of growing a pair is screaming about how much you love the boy in a Waffle House at like three in the morning?"

"No Jisung. Although that was pretty embarrassing and stupid now that I think about it, that was my second time I confessed to him."

"Second?"

"Yeah. Do you remember that God awful song that I produced? Wow?" This sent Jisung into a laughing fit, having no idea until now why the most mature and serious member of 3Racha would produce a song like Wow.

"Felix is who Wow is about? Is that why you pressed on the fact that it needed to be shown to him first as a "tester" person?" Slapping his leg Jisung wiped a stray tear from his eye and let out a cough.

"Yeah, now you know my dark secret. I even think Felix still doesn't know it's about him to be honest. So don't tell him. Now. You have two options. Grow a pair and confess to him before Chan kills him or sit in silence." Placing a hand on Jisung's shoulder Changbin pulled the young rapper into a tight embrace, Jisung returning it quickly as he needed the affection.

"Binnie? We're here." Felix's voice made the two part ways, Changbin giving the younger a pat on the back before Jisung slid back under the table, not exactly wanting to see Chan.

"He's okay. I talked to him and now he's in his room, but he needs some time alone."

"That's acceptable. But tell him that we're having a meeting when he feels better. And we're all involved."