Hold my hand ㅡ Kim Sihoon

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10:08 PM

Eunsang and Hana was walking themselves to the exit quietly as Eunsang kept stealing glances at Hana from the side

As Hana in the other hand had a lot in mind yet she manage to pull put a emotionless face not showing any pain, misery or joy

Their walk was really quiet...no words were exchanged at all

All they could hear was their footsteps and their breathing

"You want me to take you home Hana?"

Eunsang asked

As Hana mumbles

"I wish I could go home right now..."

"What?"

"What?— oh I mean no thanks, I'm going to meet my brother at his dorm tonight...he needed to give me something"

Hana lied as Eunsang just nodded in response

They finally walked out of the amusement park and started to walk themselves to the train station

"I'll just walk you to the train station then..."

Eunsang smiled at her, Hana looked down and continued walking

Now they were walking alone in the dark streets...

Eunsang looked uneasy like he was about to say something he couldn't to Hana

Hana didn't ask anyways...she wasn't in the mood

She knew he liked her

He was being obvious but not really as obvious as Sihoon

Hana's heart winced as she started to think about Sihoon...

She wondered why he would just leave her there like that

Hana's thoughts were stopped when Eunsang held her hand

"Hana..."

Eunsang took a deep breath

Hana looked back at the younger boy who was oddly taller than her

"I've been waiting for the right time to say this but..."

"I like you"

Hana was shock, not the fact that he told her he likes her but in the way he told her he liked her... there was something about his tone...

"...it's been, I don't know 2 or 3 years since I have these feelings for you...you were soo nice to me even though we didn't talk that much and YOU inspired me in a lot of things...I became more competitive and confident and i don't know I just really find you really, really beautiful like everything you do is beautiful even right now you're really beautiful just standing there and....theres a lot more in here..."

Eunsang paused and pointed at his chest

"And theres a lot more in here...that I couldn't put into words"

Eunsang says with his eyes tearing up

Hana could tell he was desperate

But Hana only saw him as a little brother and a friend

Eunsang was emotionally taken away from the situation that he started to go closer to Hana attempting to kiss her

And he did

Hana felt Eunsang's lips on her cheeks as she felt goosebumps

As Eunsang pulled away Hana could only stare at him

"I-I'm sorry-"

Eunsang started to apologise, Hana smiled at him and took his other Hand

"Don't be..."

Eunsang sniffs as a tear was rolling down his cheeks

"I'm sorry Eunsang but...I just don't feel the same..."

Eunsang knew this was coming so he just hopelessly looked down

"Well...I need to respect that...I'm sorry-"

"...but don't be sorry, you were just being honest with me and that was the most bravest thing you ever said to me Eunsang..."

Hana smiled with comfort

"I should be the one who should say sorry... I am not worthy of your tears"

Hana said as she wiped Eunsang's tears away with her handkerchief

"I'm sorry..."

Hana apologised as she hugged Eunsang for comfort