Hold my hand ㅡ Kim Sihoon

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Hana usually walked alone...

She was on her way to her classroom and was really early as usual

She stopped her tracks as she saw Sihoon leaning against her locker

Hana didn't know how she would feel

Sad?

Mad?

Or was she happy to see him?

As Sihoon noticed her presence he quickly approached her

"Hana-"

He grabbed her arm for him to talk to her properly, but he ended up noticing the freash bruises on her arm

Hana slips his hand away from her as she stepped back

"I-its okay...its nothing--"

"Hana what did she do to you?"

Sihoom asked as Hana looked down and shrugged

"What do you mean you dont know--"

"Sihoon please..."

Hana spoke up with a serious tone that surprised Sihoon

"Leave me alone....I need some time...to think.... some time by myself...."

Hana took a deep breath trying not to get mad at Sihoon...she kept thinking, if he was right by her side that night...would things have change?....would she had the guts to talk back to her?...would she still have the scars and bruises on her arms now?

Sihoon tried to stop her, he tried to grasp for her hand but she pulled it away from him

"Hana please lets talk--"

"No, please just give me time for myself--"

"How about 'us'?"

"Sihoon please...just leave me alone"

"Is do I still have the chance you gave me to your heart?--"

"Sihoon enough!"

Hana shouted as Sihoon lets go of her hand and backs away

"Do you want to know why I'm like this? Why i always reject you?...its because theres alot going on in my life that you dont know! How I feel pain each and everyday of my life thinking about how my mother left me, how I pretended i was fine of it...how i fucking pretend i was fine with everything. ..I liked you Sihoon! Very damn much! But the only thing is your being selfish! You only think about getting me...you only think about your feelings....I dont even remember you asking me if "is everything alright" or whats so ever...how I was feeling and-- you dont even know how people treat me like shit because of you!...you dont even know how I felt confused because of you! And I needed time for myself...you didn't even thought of what I was feeling that night were you?....you just simply left me there..."

Hana said with frustration as tears was slowly forming in the corner of her eyes until she took a sharp breath and hold all of her tears back in

Sihoon in the other hand was frustrated too...

His expression had a hint of anger

"Wow so your blaming me for what happend last night? I know nothing and did nothing with the issue between you and your mother...so why are you putting all the blame on me? Is it because I'm all you have left so you blame all your misery on me? Tsk"

Sihoon scoffed as he glanced away from Hana for a moment then glared back at her

"...now I understand why your mother left you, your so weak...your putting all the blame on someone else"

Sihoon said out of anger

There was a sudden silence...

Hana was surprised and hurt with his words

A few moments later as Hana could not take all of her tears in, a tear rolled down her cheeks and was followed by another

Sihoom then knew what he said out loud and started to feel guilty

Hana started sobbing as she took a deep breath

"I knew it....you're just like everyone else"

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A/N: DO YOU GUYS SMELL THE ENDING? CUZ I DO HAHAHAHAHAHHA

And sorry guys I couldn't update that much, I couldn't also update tomorrow and on sunday cuz I'll be practicing for my dance sports competition AGAIN cuz my supposed to be partner who I practiced with since 4 weeks ago got sick so I have to practice with a new partner soo... oof