anthony left a couple of hours ago. i couldn't go as i had to go get braces today. ah. fun.
i had a tiny tooth gap and i wanted that gone immediately.
i also thought about suprising anthony in kentucky. well everyone. since i've been out here my old friends have seen to actually become my friends again. excluding payton.
i arrived to the orthodontist and i got black braces. fuck colors (:
i got the chain added, and bands as well.
i decided to get my hair cut like it's so long it's been giving me a headache.
i got my hair cut. and dyed as well.
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i liked how the purple so greatly blended in with the black.
it also complimented my complexion.
i looked at myself for the first time in a while and actually liked myself.
no, i wasn't insecure. but i definitely did have my moments.
i went home and booked a flight to kentucky.
i booked a one way trip because i'm home schooled and could do my where i'm staying.
which is an air bnb.
since i've been bigger on tik tok ive made money from youtube, tik tok, and sponsorships that i've been in.
ive got big bank yo (:
my friends have gotten bigger as well.
i mean they are handsome, why wouldn't the be.
i packed for a months stay as my flight left in 4 hours.
i'm excited.
i'm also going to try and make up with payton while i'm there.
i heard he got depressed, and looked sad on tik tok.
i hope i didn't do that to him. but what ever, he literally broke my heart so many times last year.
deep down i kept telling myself to make up with him, so i decided too.
i got my suit cases, and my carry on.
i told my mom i was staying in kentucky to catch up with some people.
she dared me not to talk to payton. sucks for her. i will.
anthony🖤 || 5:28 pm babygirl, i miss you so much🥰. thank you for a perfect night!!
aly🤤🖤 || 5:29 pm definitely🤭, looking forward to doing it again 😳🥵.
anthony🖤 || 5:29 pm kinda wish it was sooner. 🥺
aly🤤🖤 || 5:30 pm (; i love you daddy
anthony🖤 || 5:31 pm had to read that a couple times. i love you so much more mamas 😍.
