bestfriend - payton moormeier

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payton's pov. ( we stand (: )

"hey bab- payton?" aly said shocked.

"umm yea, yea hi alyssa." i said looking down awkwardly.

you could cut the tension with a knife.

"so where's anthony?" she asked picking at her finger nails. a thing she done when she felt awakward.

"yea, come in. he's in the game room." i said welcoming her in.

"t-thank you." she mumbled.

then her face changed. she had a huge smile on her face.

she took off running down to the basement where anthony's game room was sat up.

her smile was beautiful. i loved it.

i love her. no, loved. past tense.

she's anthony's now. and i respect that fully.

i want him to be happy, but i want her.

it hurts me that i could have had her, but he took her. she could've been mine. i could've showed her off.

she amazes me in every way.

i'm so in love with her. she just cant know. because that would ruin everything.

anthony is my bestfriend. i would never hurt him. but i don't think he realizes that he's hurting me.

maybe he does. who knows.

i walked down the stairs to let anthony know that id be leaving.

"hey anthony?" i asked.

"yeah bro." he answered.

"i'm gonna head out. i'll see you guys later." i pulled a tight lip smile.

"by-" anthony spike but was interrupted by aly. "no stay. we have to talk." she said softly.

i looked down awkwardly.

"pleaasse." she begged.

"as long as it's okay with anthony." i said looking toward him.

"yea, i've got something to do tonight. maybe you guys can catch up?" anthony said anxiously.

he was up to something.

"yea ofcourse." i softly smiled.

i sat beside anthony and talked for about 30 minutes.

anthony had walked to the kitchen and he received a text.

me and aly were spamming his camera roll when it popped up.

gabbie🤤🤤🥵 || 12:47 am
ugh, when are you coming? i need you.

i looked at aly and she was staring at the text in disbelief.

"what the actual fuck." she said through gritted teeth.

"let him go." i said rubbing her thigh in a comfortable way.

"let him go tonight and let him realize how much he's messing up. let him live with this fucked up problem." i said. she nodded her head tears stinging her eyes.

she quickly wiped them away as we heard footsteps coming down the stairs.

she acted like she was laughing.

alyssa's pov

"glad you two are getting along, but i have to head out. love you baby. see you tomorrow?" he asked pulling his hoodie over his head.

"uh yeah, i guess." i said.

he nodded and grabbed the keys.

"stay as long as you want. make yourself at home." he said.

"i have an Air BnB i'll be heading back over there." i said fake smiling.

"i'm heading out too, i'll have to uber though." payton said.

"don't worry bout it. i'll drop you home." i smiled.

"ight guys, love you both. bye." anthony said.

does he really? love me.

"i'm coming to the Air BnB with you. i don't want you to be alone right now." he grabbed my hand pulling me up.

"thank you bubs." i said smiling.

i'm so happy me and him are okay.

i've missed him so much.

heyy guysss. it's been a minute. but i'm sick and had to get a shot.

but i don't have to go to school tomorrow so i'll update. love you guys!