I cannot talk
For my voice will quiver
I cannot mock
For I am drowning deeper
Buzz noise in the back of my head
Expose the monster I've made
To you I am flawed
To me you are dead
Let the dice roll,
Who's next?
Emotions: creeping vines,
Taking hostage my head space
Though I admire my Fall taking place
Numbing chaos for nothing
Anyways I'm lost, this ain't changing.
Vicious circle
3rd year
Again
Again
And again.
Might as well drop out dead
Fall from third floor
Deadly as Hell
This is the song of my sadness
Huge jumble of madness
You told me I wasn't myself...
Guess I can't be myself
With the fakest :)
Silence my deadly weapon
Silence always my best option
My silence...the most eloquent
Could bury you innocent.
Although
I wish I'd try again
As anyone else
Give up my depression
OCD, my dermatillomanie
Oh did I offend you?
Yes it's true
Can't talk about my problems
Can't rant about myself
Because it's always been about you, hasn't it?
Egocentric Prick
I hope it ticks in your mind
And I hope it tricks you in time
To believe your Ethic is biased
Compared to mine.
(You should trust it just sayin')
You are haunting scars
On my skin
My name is
Long forgotten vernacular
Oh tell me how should I act?
I am your dog, yes
I am the slave!
Oh tell me why should I stay?
Because you're tortured soul?
Or is it because you need me
To use as a carpet,
On which you can rub the dirt
Off your shoes, huh?
Guess I'll see you later,
See you never,
Hold me tighter
Until I stop breathing.
YOU ARE READING
Head-Maze
Poetry⚠️ ce recueil contient des thèmes sensibles ! ⚠️ this book contains sensitive themes! Je vous invite à décrouvrir ce qu'il se passe dans ma tête~ I beckon you to discover the nooks and crannies of my mind. Be my guest~
