Hate-Love/ A CanEm Story

Part 45 Comfort

Can POV

After finishing the work, I run to head back home. On my way, I buy Boreks along with Lahmacun for us for supper. I'm too lazy to cook and neither in mood of letting Sanem cook. We 2 will just laze around today, cuddling to each other, and chat till our eyes give way to slumber. Coming back home, I knock on the door but no answer, ring the bell and again no answer. Phone Sanem, again NO answer!! Maybe she dozed off to sleep, so I took my set of keys, opened the door, put the food in the kitchen and headed to our room, and there is no sign on her!! To double check I search the full house, even in the closet and under the table, but she is not there!!! Phoning her again, she is just not replying. Sent her messages, no answer! Why is she not answering, where the hell is she?
Worry grips me, is she arrested again? I phone Bora immediately, and to my relief he tells me no she isn't there. But my relief goes back into worry again, WHERE IS SANEM?? Trying to think calmly, I can feel myself at peace, which means she isn't in any trouble as I can sense if something has happened to her. So I'm a bit calm but why isn't she answering me!??! Ah! Sanem Ah! Trying to think where I can find her, but I can't get my thoughts straight as the only thing I need is to see her face then only I can calm down! Again I try to ring her but to no avail! Suddenly, a thought strikes my head, what if she has left me?! Fear gets me unable to move! Then another thought come up which is more shocking that the previous one, what if she never was here, never existed, and was only a figment of my imagination!! Jumping up from the sofa, I literally run to our bedroom, and into our closet and see her clothes and stuff there, and I can feel her smell even on my clothes, so she is NOT a figment of my imagination!!! Going to the dressing table, I pick her hairbrush and see her hair in it, so she IS existing!!! Lasting going to her side of our bed I sniff her pillow, I can feel her warmth and scent on it, I can sense her very essence in my room, home and heart, so she is very much living HERE!! Realizing I was holding my breath all the while, I breathe, clutching and hugging her pillow tight on my chest. Going to the living room along with her pillow, I check my phone to see if she replied, but no, anyways again ringing her, but no answer AGAIN!! My wife is in a mood to drive me crazy!!! Another 15 minutes, I phone Leyla to ask her if she got any news of Sanem, to which she tells me no as she is out with Emre, cutting the call, I think of phoning Babaanne, suppose she may know but stop myself thinking that she may get worried like me, so I think of finding Sanem myself, today she is going to get a piece of my mind!! Taking my keys I think of going to search for her but where?? Another 15 minutes go in thinking where to search for her, but my great mind is just not working! At my patience end, I just take the keys to go but a beep on my phone stops me, checking it I see my Darling wife has now decided to have the courtesy to answer me while I was at the edge of going insane!! Prowling up and down I wait for her to come!!

Sanem POV

Behram uncle reached me home, I asked him to come in for tea but he declined as I have a bigger issue to solve. Saying bye to him I make my way to the house. Opening the door I see Can marching up and down like a angry lion!!!

Seeing him like that I just stayed out, as he looked into my eyes and prowled towards me pulling me inside. I could see his face was angry but quietly he closed the door, then turns around and just stares at me! I expected him to shout or something but to my confusion he just hugged me tight, which was way too tight!!

Can POV

Can, I can't breath; Sanem muffles as I just wanted to hug her to my heart content, I let go, only to cup both her cheeks and bring my forehead on hers! I close my eyes, as I want to breath her, it calms me instantly. My mind had literally gone crazy with that bizarre thought that she "never existed", had it not been of sniffing her pillow and her hair in the comb, I would have certainly lost my mind. Her tiny arms wrap around mine as to reassure me. Moving my head I give her a tight lingering kiss on her forehead and breathed into her hair too. Looking back down at her eyes I can see she has a "what's wrong with me" look on her face because this was not my normal self, as she would have expected me to shout, don't worry honey, I am not going to leave this without a showdown but let me just breath you first!