Love is unexplainable

chapter 21

Rainbow dash POV.

I'm in the living room playing ML when suddenly my phone rings, "GOSH SERIOUSLY!!!!!!, IM PLAYING ML, COME ON!", I answered the call annoyed

Me: WHAT!?

Pinkie: ohh... sorry did I disturb you?, sorry... I didn't mean to, I-I'll call you later.....

-call ended

"sh*t..., what have I done, I shouldn't have yell at her like that...she sound so sad...I bet she wanted someone to talk to, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE DASH!" I yelled in frustration

"dash! whats all the yelling about?, what did you do?, what's happening???" applejack asked so concerned and she sat beside me and waited for me to speak

"AJ!" I cried "What's wrong sugarcube?" she asked holding me in her arms in hope that I'll calm down, "I made a mistake AJ...I did something I shouldn't do...I f*cked up AJ!" I cried on her shoulders

"care to tell me what mistake you made?" She asked and I look at her "I was playing Ml when my phone suddenly rings...pinkie called me...I got annoyed...and I accidentally yelled at her and said 'WHAT!?' she said sorry and that she didn't mean to disturb me, AJ she sound so sad, and I bet she called me because she needed someone to talk to, someone to be there for her, BUT GUESS WHAT I DID, I F*CKING PUSHED HER AWAY, SH-SHE NEEDED ME AND I YELLED AT HER AND NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!" I cried my heart out, AJ hold me tighter to let me know that shes here for me, I really regret what I did, if only I could turn back time...

"shh sugarcube its ok" "Its not.." "yeah, but look you might not be able to change what you've done, but there is one thing you can do, you can go to her and ask for forgiveness, explain why you did it" she said while wiping my tears away,but its not stopping "I dont deserve to be forgiven...AJ I wasn't there when she needed me...what kind of friend am I?" my tears continue to fall 

"dash...its a misunderstanding...pinkie will forgive you, we all know her, she can never stay mad at anyone for a very long time, specially to her friends...sugarcube, there's no point in regreting things, you wont learn anything from that... remember years ago you when I made a mistake and I kept hating myself about it, and regret what I've done?" I looked up at her "you told me this 'AJ mistake is not suppose to be something you should regret, it is something you should learn from, we all are humans, we are not perfect, everyone creates mistake, without wrongs how will we know whats right?, without lies how will we know the truth, everything in the world has a negative side and a positive side' and from that day dash, I never regret anything ever again" she said and smiled at me, I wiped my tears away "thanks AJ!" I said and hugged her tight "thats the dash I know, strong!" she said and laughed

 strong?...strong is a word I have never discribed myself with... I only think I'm brave but I never thought I was strong... HA! the dash she knows?... no...no Im not strong...I-Im weak... yes I am, If the dash they know is strong then they are wrong ... I was never strong...

"AJ, I need to go... I have to go to pinkie pie" I said smiling at her "be careful sugarcube and come back before 8 ok" she said and I nodded and dashed out of the house 'I'm coming Pinkie hang in there...', I ran as fast as I can, I the realised how dumb I am, why am I running when I can just use a car!, but Im too far now, theres no time to go back

I am now infront of pinkie's house, I opened the front door, surprised that it wasnt locked, I ran upstairs to her room and opened the door, and what I saw made me froze, It made my tears fall like a waterfalls, It hit me like a bullet that I cannot dodge "P-pinkie.." My voice cracked, I cant speak, My heart hurts so much, she looks lifeless on the floor, blood is every where, What have I done... THIS IS ALL MY FAULT!, I ran to her body I held her cold body in my arms "Pinkie... no please...pinkie Im here... shh pinkie Im here for you... wake up pinkie!, STAY WITH ME DONT LEAVE ME!!!" I screamed as loud as I can, it hurts me so much, am I too late?... Maybe she wouldn't be like this if I didnt yell, maybe I couldve save her... ha dash! you call yourself a hero, YOURE A MURDERER, YOU killed your friend!...

my hands are shaking this is all my fault, I put her chest near to my ear to know if her heart is still beating, and thank God she is!, but its slow, I took my phone out of my pocket and I dont care if its gonna be covered in blood and be broken, I need to save my friend... I called aj

Me: A-Aj please help me please!!, Be fast as you can and come here in pinkies house!, Bring my car , Ill explain when you get here ok!

Aj: Ok!

-call ended

"hang in there pinkie, Ill save you and I promise to make it up to you" I called an ambulance and they said they are on their way "d-dash?" "PINKIE!, Ohh pink Im here! Im here!"  I said "Sorry.." she said softly she sounds like shes dying... "no pinkie..Im sorry, for yelling at you... This is all my fault I couldve saved you, But I am so dumb and look what happened, I almost lost you, Pinkie please... dont leave me... you promised me pinkie... y-you wont leave me..." I cried "Ill stay dashie...Dont worry pinkie is here" She said in a whisper and I hugged her tight too scared to let go, I really dont wanna lose pinkie pie "Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry" I repeated those words again and again "dashie its not your fault ok...Im here dont cry... Im still alive" She said hugging me back

then I heard the ambulance and pinkie then passed out "You are strong pinkie...You can fight... you never break promises" I said, then the ambulance took her to the hospital, AJ arrived and asked what happened, I told her everything I knew

I hope pinkie is gonna be fine...

Yeah thanks for reading, and I dont know what got into my mind, and made the story like this, but whays done is done, And I also hope you'll learn a lesson from this page, Love you guys, STAY COOL AND AWESOME!