Love is unexplainable

chapter 22

Rainbow dash POV.

I am here in the corridor of the hospital, waiting for the doctor, AJ is holding my trembling hands, I am now shaking in fear, "Calm down dash... she's gonna be fine ok" AJ said, I didn't bother to reply nor to look at her, I'm too numb right now, I'm frozen in place, I'm stuck in a nightmare I cannot wake up from, cause my nightmare is now a reality, the thing I've feared the most became true... the fear of losing a friend... hot liquid started falling from my tired eyes, pain forming in my already broken heart, It hurts...  what am I gonna do?.... pinkie I need you... please... "please dont leave me.." I accidentally said out loud "shh sugarcube... I'm here, no one leaves ok, no one will leave you, we will always here" She hugged me "It hurts... please make it stop... this is my fault, aj...what have I done..." "Dash dont blame yourself please, let's stay strong for her ok... " she said smiling, fake smile, nice... 

why do we always have to pretend we are fine when we are completely not, why do we have to be strong when we are actually weak, why do we have to do the exact opposide of what we are feeling?, why do we need to mask every negative things?, why do we have to bury them all inside, why can't we let them out?, what's wrong with being sad?, whats wrong with crying?

"I don't like pretending AJ" I said blankly "Dash... you were always pretending you are fine, when you weren't really fine in the first place"
I was shocked, how did she know?, what???

"Dash... I know... I know your lies... I know that most of your smiles a fake or forced, I know you have lots of problems, and you dont show us that you are affected, you look so chill and so fine, even tho deep inside youre fighting a battle for your life" She said, and suddenly a tear fell from her eyes

"it hurts me dash... I dont like seeing you acting so strong and hiding everything from us... We are your friends, there is no need to create a wall between us, Open the door for us dash, Let us in and let us all be there for eachother, accept eachother, and trust eachother" She said while wiping her tears and smiles

"Sorry AJ, Sometimes, its better to keep something a secret, We dont have to know everything AJ, sometimes its better to respect than to understand" I said "Ohh..." She said, we both hugged each other and cried

we sat there for about 30 mins waiting for the doctor to tell us the result, suddenly "is that.. soarin and blitz?" aj asks. i turn to look at them."yoh what are you guys doing here?" soarin asked "well uhh... how did ya know we're here?" Aj asked " well I was buying a medicine for blitz in a store near pinkies house, Then I saw pinkie was rushed to the hospital, I was shock then went back home as fast as I can, I told blitz what I saw then we decided we want to go here to know what happened and be there for pinkie pie" soarin replied, I was just silent the whole time staring at the floor,

"Ohh I see" Aj said "So how is she?" Blitz asked "Well we were just waiting for the re-" AJ was cut off when the doctor asked us "Excuse me, Are you a relative of pinkie pie?", I stood up as fast as the speed of light "Is she ok?!" "what happened to her? "Is she gonna be fine?" "Is she awake" we all asked different questions at once "The patient shows signs of strangulation on her neck, And we have stitched the stab wound on her stomach and she lost a lot of blood and shes gonna need a blood donor. Her head also shows signs of trauma and its the most probable cause why she is in a comatose state " the doctor said, c-coma... did I hear that right?..., I was again frozen in place, I dropped on my knees, I cried "Its all my fault!" I screamed and suddenly everything went black

To be continued

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