Wolfeny's Journey (Editing on Hold)

Chapter Ten: What's Gotten Into Me?

Recap:

I realized he had lowered his head to my ear and his breath tickled it but sent shiver's down my spine making me feel a little light headed as I waited for him to do something. I waited but all he did was stay right by my ear and breath into it making me feel another shiver go down my back. Suddenly I hear him start to laugh I snapped my eye's up to look at his face since I had moved my gaze to see that his lips were near my ear. I see his eye's holding amusement as his face held a huge smile on his face as he looked at my face and saw my reaction to what he was doing. I realized that he had planned this and knew exactly what he was doing making my face go red as I watched him stand up and I stood up after him and I glared at him as I saw him laugh harder holding his stomach because he was laughing so hard. "I can't believe you did that!!" I yell as I continue to glare daggers at him. "You..You should have...have seen your face!!!" I hear Ryder laugh out. I didn't know what else to say so I growled at him and stormed out of the kitchen and slammed his bedroom door shut and locked it sliding down to the floor I tried to get my breathing back to normal. I closed my eyes as I hear Ryder's voice calling my name and knocking door.

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                                                     Chapter Ten: What's Gotten Into Me? 

"I can't believe I acted like that when he did that"  I think to myself realizing that I had actually wanted Ryder to kiss me or say something that would send goosebumps down my arms making me feel something I've never felt before. I shake my head feeling my face still burning and tears threatened to pour down her face as she heard Ryder through the door calling to her. "Wolfeny’s I'm sorry alright I shouldn't have done that I was just getting u back from before but I didn't think you would react that way." I hear his voice say through the door. I shake my head again trying to drown the memories of his lips near my ear and his breath hitting the inside of my ear causing me to shiver. I looked down at myself and saw that I still had egg in my hair trying to distract myself I started pulling egg from my hair picking out each piece I felt and saw. I got up from sitting in front of the door as I went to the mirror on the dresser making sure I got rid of everything.  I looked at myself in the mirror hoping that the pain didn't show on my face. I mean I always knew that Kyo had feeling for me but he never did anything to show it other than hugging me longer then needed being there for me in my worst days. He never showed his affection in any other way then those few things since he had already told her when they were fifteen so she never thought anything else of it. Even when she went shopping all she would get was rude comments from disgusting men who would never know how to treat a woman.

I would always see couples laughing and holding hands sometimes even kissing whenever I was out and I would feel a tug at my heart making me feel just a little bit jealous. I might be strong and act like those things don't bother me and that I don't need those things but deep inside, I would wish that I was the girl laughing and blushing and messing around with the one they loved not having a care in the world at all. I jump and let out a small yelp when I felt a hand fall onto my shoulder snapping me out of my thoughts as I turned around to come face to face with Ryder. I must have been too busy with my thought that I didn't realize Ryder had unlocked the door and closed it again then came behind me to tell me something. I lifted my hand and swung it ready to slap him for what he did but as I got closer to his face his hand shot up and grab my wrist stopping me from hitting his face. When he did that I felt his hand on my shoulder fall to around my waist keeping me in place and close to him. I let out a frustrated growl as I tried to get out of his grip as I glared at him "Let me go you asshole! why are u you did you even do that humm you thought it would be funny to make me flustered and torment me who in all my life has always wanted someone to love me in the same way my father loved my mother! Did you find it funny when you saw me blush when you realized that it actually hurt me that you did something like that because you wanted to get me back from what I did the other day humm!"