REGRETFULLY YOURS

suffering of unfaithful marriage

It's almost past ten in the morning and no one have arrived,i had to made a call to Helen to know what's was wrong?,why haven't her arrived yet and we had agreed that she should be there before nine...
Helen!"I won't come I had emergency early in the morning TJ had a little fiver and I had to take him in the hospital,only that it looks more critical and we might not released by toda... Clement! our son is so weak and the doctor have suggested that he needs to be admitted,his condition is distorted...
Clement.. Helen you could try to get more consultation,i don't want to loose my son...
Helen; Clement! Please don't lecture me. our son is under critical condition and we should let the doctor decide..
Clement:but why didn't you informed me earlier that my son is in a hospital....??

Helen;"I didn't want to put you under any trouble with your family, that why I decided to keep for myself and paraphrase you might chose them against us"..
Clement;
but TJ is my son remember that!..??
Helen"okay! he was your son but not any more,you left him and made choice to leave us for Catherine.. in fact I am tired of arguing with you every time,please have little mercy on me.."
Clement.. hello! hello Helen are you still on line...I couldn't find any reason for Helen to cut me off but it's okay....
I had no other choice but to text her so that she can give me the addresses...
Helen"Nairobi hospital level five"... Clement..I had to reply the message and let her know that I will be on my way there...
I made a call to my mum but she had already switched her phone,i left voicemail and I told her that TJ is in hospital and I am on the way there,then I call my attorney and I stopped him from coming because it wasn't necessary at the moment....

Then I ignite my car and I accelerate with high speed and because it was only 35km,within 30munite I was there,i went directly to the wand room and before I went inside the room where my son was,helen dad stop me and asked me??
Caleb"where do you think you are going?,i told you to leave my family alone but you didn't get it,now you are here to test my patience "

I just ignore him and started moving but he removed the gun and threatened to kill me,he point on one of my rib.. but I used to have his threat since Helen came in my life,i just looked at him and with my aggressive mood I just took his hand which was with a gun and I put it in my forehead and i told him to put fire on me...he just looked me and told me

Caleb"do you think I am gaming here,i will shoot you"
then I told him to do it and he went few steps from me and he removed the safety pin and before he pulled the trigger,halen voice interrupted him
Helen"stop dad,let him in ..the doctor won't to see the father of TJ.. it's agent for him to be able to continue with the operation......
Clement:Helen dad took the gun down and he told me that
Caleb:"you are lucky enough my daughter was around,you should thanks her for rescued you,next time you will reglet why you messed up with my family"

Clement;I could not hold my temper back I just told him that I will be waiting for him..
Me and Helen just entered in the room and I couldn't believe to see my son under that condition,i couldn't stop my tears from flowing down,i looked Helen and I only see the innocent eyes,my anxious wouldn't stop me from feeling guilty and that makes me looks like a baby,knowing that the only help I could offer was just to comfort Helen....
I embrace her and i hold her with my arms tight then I told her that I was deeply sorry..it was all because of my mistake and i should be the only one to be punished.. but Helen look at me and asked me

Helen;did you ever loved me or you was all the way pretending ..?".. Clement ;I did and I will always respect you, it hurts that I can't able to make you believe.. I loved at first sight,only that it found me unaware and was so complicated to choose between you and cathy.... i really regretting for hurting you,i didn't ever seen this coming... it's sad that I have to deal with this tragedy for the rest of my life ... it's  looks like it is my time for me to pay for all of my mistake that I ever did..
Helen"you know what despite trying to hate you for hurting me,I'm always happy and thankful for that time you lived under our side... that time you used to support us...me and my son... you were always there and I do respect you for that..you give me the love that I didn't ever received from any other man..TJ come in my life as angel and he is the only one who is there for me..please! please Clement bring my son back...I don't want to loose him..."
Clement: please stop crying I understand how you are feeling but our son is a strong boy and he will be okay...
The doctor came out and asked us

Doctor"are you the parent of Trevally Jones...??"... with my low voice I had to interrupt.. yes doctor what happened to our son...?
Doctor"he have a heart problem and he needs a immediately operation but you have to sign those papers and remember that it is not 100parecent sure he will make,but according to the record 65parecent who had going under the same operation makes,I will have to leave you with those papers after you come with agreement the boy will have surgery immediately and please bring it back to me...

After doctor left us, me and Helen were more stressed .. feeling so desperate, we were wondering if the boy will make it..
But as a man I had to come with conclusion and I told Helen to sign because i had that courage and believed that the boy will make it..
Helen"Helen asked me with low voice,do you believe he will make it???.... clement:yeah our son is a strong boy let us just signed and leave it to God hand and we handle the papers to the doctor... before my son moved to the theater room I dropped a kiss to his forehead and I told him you will make it my son I believe in you....we had to wait for 45 minute