REGRETFULLY YOURS

pain and suffering of unfaithful marriage

I didn't ever thought of this and it looks like we goona wait for more hours..I noticed that Helen is tired and hungry,she hasn't taken anything since morning and she won't agree to go and get a plate... since I couldn't continue watching her starving,i went to KFC and came with snacks and coffee..then I asked her to have a test...
Helen; thanks Clement.. it's delicious...
when doctor come out from theater I run to him where he was standing and Helen is here followed me,then I asked him,how is my boy?..

Doctor"he is out of danger but he must be under more supervision"... doctor can we see him
Doctor "yeah he is still under intensive care unit,go ahead"

Clement... thank you doctor for having saved my son,i even forget that Helen has putted the hand in my shoulder ... i just moved intentionally to the bed where my son was,helen is calling me but I didn't even heard her voice,all i want  was to see my son... my son is there laying hopeless he is fighting for his life and is all my fault if I didn't left, may be my son he wouldn't be here fighting for his survival...

I look at Helen and i feel the pain she was going through... without even my attention I found that I have already embrace her again, wiping her tears... Begging her to stop crying because my son is strong boy if he have made it from theater I hope even this he will won.
.helen"let me have hope because if something bad happens to him,i won't forgive my self and Clement once again thank you for being here for my son,if you aren't be here I don't know what would be happening in my life"

Clement: you're right Helen even My mum love you.. she believes in you and despite everything you still have heart to forgive and let me know how my son was feeling ...
helen"I know it will be long and difficult chapter raising my son all alone without his dad under one roof,and I don't know when he asked me about his dad,the answer to gave him"..

Clement:please Helen understand my situation I didn't mean to leave you alone with my son,i only feeling guilty of hurting you and that what made me even more decided to leave you than continued hurting you,but the love I have for you will never end...
Helen"but you choose her against me and you already knew..
you was hurting me"...
Clement;please Helen let us not continue arguing with this issue anymore, because I'm sure your anger will rule all that is left for our son,we should now focused on how we will help our son recover from this illness...
helen"It is true I shouldn't take it that way, I let my anger controlled me,please forgive me"
the doctor is coming with some files and I was wondering if it's another theater,i even didn't let him to say what was the reason for a visit, I just stand up from my siting positions and i whispered to him I hope this is not another surgery???...
Doctor"Mr Clement don't be afraid this file is only for you to sign that the surgery was successful"
Clement;Okay,i hope this will never happen again,the surgery is much successful and my son will be safe from heart failure...? .
doctor"your son is strong boy not many under this age make up".. Clement :doctor what is needed for me to do??
...doctor"the only thing you need to do is to agree between you and your wife who gonna watch over the boy for a full night,by tomorrow the boy might be okay"..

Helen"doctor I'm the mother and he isn't my husband, we used to be couple but not anymore,so I should be the one to watch over the boy because he is only one who I left with"..
Doctor"I can't make any comments madam Helen,you and Clement you will have to agree and I will leave you alone to decide and after you are through,you can give me the feedback "
when doctor left , I told Helen that she is looking more tired and she should go and relaxed for the night but she refused and she told me that...
helen" my son needs me more than ever when he wakes up he needs to find her mother on his side and further more I don't want you to have a trouble with your wife because of my son,you should be home on time"

Clement:I understand,i will have to go and check the bill and I will be here tomorrow in the morning,allow me to kiss my son before I leave ..

Helen"he is your son and I can't resist you from him,go on...".
I planted a kiss of love to my son before hugging Helen and planted a kiss  too,I then told her that I will see her tomorrow...

Before moving from parking I noticed the appearance of Helen Father's and her mother.And because I don't want to cause any trouble I just remained silent and moved on...... Although I had many questions towards. My son illness..