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Pain of unfaithful marriage Catherine Pov

Catherine..
After spending the whole afternoon in hospital,praying and see if my husband could wake from that coma,it didn't work and I had to wait the outcome from the doctor... since I couldn't extend the night next to him because Helen was there and she doesn't look like she gonna leave him soon, so I have to excuse myself and leave immediately.....
Catherine  helen please would mind taking care of him??...
Helen don't worry Catherine I will keep checking on him as keep checking on Tj, I won't left him like he did... Catherine I underestimated and it is OK to have  that hate trends to ward me but please let us not fight on this...Helen I definitely agree with you and despite maybe this is my last chance to watch over him.. Catherine OK please take care of him..
my mum was the one who picked Alvez from school and I had to drop so that I can pick Alvez and go back to our house..
Before entering my dad compound I know well I must be strong enough to give my  mum a cooler chapter......

Catherine"hello mum,how are  you doing...??
Mum"i am fine my angel"
Catherine...is dad in??...
Mum"no he hasn't returned from the office.. what is wrong my daughter..did you have fight with Clement again??..."
Catherine... No mum,can we have talk..??
Mum"sure my daughter...I am ready.."

Catherine;Mum there is something I need to tell you but I don't have a courage to tell you....
Mum "Mmmh be strong my daughter*....
Catherine;mum! yesterday Clement and I had a small arguing and I didn't let him in as you suggested,but that was a big mistake because.....
Mum"stop crying my daughter,i will not let Clement hurts you again..."...
Catherine; because he was shoot to death and he is admitted in hospital and is fighting for his life and I am afraid I might loose him...
Mum what? but daughter don't worry may be he is paying for hurting you...."
Catherine,mum! you don't understand me how will I tell my son,when he asked me about his dad.. mum I feel guilty for Clement healthy,if I didn't throw him out,may be he wouldn't be there fighting for his life.. even if he hurts me for keeping secrets,he doesn't deserve to suffer like this....it really hurts to see him suffering..I  can't believe even you are like them.. you never value our relationship with Clement...

Mum; my daughter !clement lied you several times and hurts at the end..he deserve to pay for his mistake,it hurts me to see you suffering for him after all he has done to you
Catherine... mum how would I brought up my son alone... if Clement doesn't recover,what will I do..I don't want my son to grow up without a father....... Alvez"mum! why are you crying,did dad hurts you again??."
Catherine...no son! is just emotional we need to pack and go home... just go and come with your bag.... Alvez"Okay mum...............
Catherine;
My mother is there just looked at me like she have seen a ghost.. she doesn't understand,how I feel
....Mum"daughter I am sorry for everything I said earlier,as wife you need to be strong along side with your husband...I was just selfish and as mother is hurting to see you suffering..."
Catherine... mum! I have to go,i had long day"
Mum... okay and if you need my support,i can accompany you to your house"
Catherine...no mum! The only word I need to hear right now is that, Clement had already a wake up from that coma...
Mum" OK it's my hope he will, and please take care  and if you need me at any time please feel free to call"..
Catherine Okay mum!... Alvez let's go...

Alvez"Mum!"
Catherine...son!. "what happened to dad,i had you and grandma discuss about my dad??"
Catherine.... true son it's not a good news this time... .. I didn't want to break this message to him,because I was afraid I would hurt him...but because he have insisted I have no choice.....
your dad got shot and he is admitted in Nairobi hospital.......

Alvez "What?... but mum you told me earlier that dad was in meeting  and on his way home he had a car emergency and he was waiting for the garage to be opened... and now you are telling me that my dad had a bullet.. and you won't me to believe??....it can't be..."

Catherine;Son! Please forgive me,i didn't want this to happen to our life but it's already happened... when I told you that your dad had  a car break emergency, all i lied about it and is only because I was escaping more questions from you.....
Alvez"so mum you was lied to me, when you already knew that my dad was in bed fighting for his life??.."
Catherine...son it is not like that...in that night when your dad came home we had a small misunderstanding and I didn't even let him explain himself I just throw him outside the house and he didn't even had anywhere to go... he decided to go back to the hospital where your step brother TJ is admitted and on his way he got shot... please son stop crying, you are making me feel more hurtful.....
Alvez"but mum what do you expect me to do,this  more painful..I don't understand why you had to throw dad away..i can't take it anymore.."...
Catherine son! Please stop..he didn't even listen to me he runs and closed himself in his room......
For now I feel so terrible and I need something to make me cool and help me to forget my family problem little a bit.... the doctor had warned me about taking alcohol but for now he have to forgive me...I went in the kitchen cabinet and I took a glass and full bottle of tequila... our house help tried to stop me but I didn't listen to her and the more she tried to stop me the more I threatened her that I would fired her if she continue arguing with me...I drink until I feel that I was fully drunken....