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▪ Cho Seungyeon ▪ Once Again🌹

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♧ Title  : Once Again🌹

♧ Genre  : Angst & Fluff💕

♧ Member : Cho Seungyeon😽

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"I've been staring at the sky looking for the reason why
I still feel those butterflies,
even though we've said our last goodbye"

(Y/N) POV

It has been 6 months since our break up. Yes, me and Seungyeon used to be a couple. We always spent our time together, cry and laugh together, but everything went vanished the moment he decided to continue his study in Brazil.

We bid our last goodbyes and at the same time called it a break up. We knows that everything will be different once he went there. We would not be in touch with each other for a long time and that might causes pain for both of us.

He didn't want any of these to happen, so he decided that he'll just focuses on his studies and let the time decided the rest.

Now we both just called it as memories. We lost contact of each other for a long time. I've never heard of him since the day he departed to Brazil. Even though my parents and his are very close, but we had never even once heard any news about him from his parents since the day he went away.

Eveytime I asked his parents about his conditions, they always said that everything is fine with him and that there's no need to worry.

To be honest 2 weeks after our break up was hell for me. I couldn't eat properly, and I couldn't even sleep without dreaming about him every night. All those days, I went through it with tears and regrets.

I poured out every tears that I was holding back on the day we said our last goodbyes.

If I could just begged for him to stay longer and fight for our relationship, maybe I wouldn't need to endure this horrible pain.

"If I could just be given another chance, I would do anything just to be with him again..."

Everything I do only reminds me more of him. Heard nothing about him only breaks my heart and made me worry even more about his condition. I was even more worried sick about his health rather than mine. I skipped meals and didn't sleep properly.

I ignore the fact that I was losing more weight everyday, until one day I fainted and had to be rushed to the hospital. Since that day onwards, my parents and my friends had been taking a good care of me strictly.

They always make sure that I've got enough rest and didn't skip any of my meals. Everytime I cried, Yohan, my bestie, were always there for me to hear all of my thoughts and rants.

He knew about me and Seungyeon better than anyone else. As a matter of fact, he was the one who actually made Seungyeon confessed his feeling to me on the first place and he was the first person to comforts me after our break up. I guess I am very lucky enough to have a very supportive friend like him by my side.

《  P R E S E N T  》

"Y/N-ssi, are you going to turn Minkyu down again? He's actually a nice and caring guy you know? Beside it's been the 7th time you turned boys down, you should get a life Y/N" Yohan asked me with that puppy eyes.