17th December
after going to the cafe today, i ran back to my apartment.
i locked myself in my room.
i wasn't happy at all.
i sat in the dark, in the corner of my room.
i tried to forget what i saw today.
but i couldn't.
how could i forget seeing jaemin peck your lips today?
how could i forget your shy smile and pink cheeks after that?
i sat in the dark and cried.
i told myself i couldn't cry. i shouldn't.
i walked out the room and made myself some food to enjoy.
i tried to be brighter.
i tried to be wiser.
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a little braver. huang renjun
Kurzgeschichten⭒huang renjun ↳ a short diary written from a boy t a girl. ╰ diary one ROYALJAEM。2019 ❜ fetus writing