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25th December

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25th December

i went back to the old playground.

i saw you there again.

i was so happy. even though i knew you were waiting for jaemin.

i went up to you, my heart not calming down.

my heart was racing, like the day i met you, like the day i confessed, like the day i kissed you, like the day i saw you here again.

i wanted to tell you.

i really did. but my heart was too nervous. i was too nervous.

so i ran away, leaving you confused.

i wish i wasn't a coward. i wish i wasn't  nervous like that.

my dear love, it's christmas day today.

it's my last diary entry today. i've decided to move on. i've decided to stop. i'll try to move on. but i know it's impossible.

why?

i still want you.

i still want you

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