Make It OK

The first kiss

My sister was jumping upstairs and my mother was Skyping with dad. I miss dad... He's been gone its been a month now. He will arrive in November and it's killing me to see my mother sad...
I went to take a shower. My hair was all cute and wavy, I couldn't help but let them natural. I was wearing a gray tanktop with a yellow cardigan and white jean shorts. I wanted to see if he minded seeing me look so ugly.
I took my phone and went to Caleb's house. I pass trought the spaces between the two house infront of my house and I was in his backyard. I was hoping that he wasn't looking in the windows because i'm already unconfortable. I head infront of his house and he's sitting on the step. He gets up and I hug him. He lookes at me and says:
- You're beautiful!
-Oh, really? Didn't I look better yesterday?
-I love the fact you're confortable with me.

I gigle and become all red.

He called up Zach and I called up Isabelle. In reason to calm the awkward atmosphere. I look up the street and I see Isabelle. I'm glad she lives close, whenever I need her she will always be jumping in my arms. We met in 7th grade, I mean it wasn't in the best way ever but we we're sitting in Miss Mctires class. (Everyone hates her)

I look down the street and I see Zach. On his bike like the usual. He's always on that bike. Probably because he live a bit further then Isabelle.

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It was getting dark. We we're all on our favorite road, Marcelin. I don't know why but we love this place. Zach said:

- Guys, you should kiss!

I sooo wanted to kiss Caleb but god... I was shaking because I was scared to mess it up. I look at Caleb and I could see he wanted to. I took me like 5 minutes before I could actully go and kiss him! I felt all sort of emotion. He's kiss was beautiful. I was freaking out inside. His lips are so soft... Dude, I can't help but kiss him again.

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Isabelle and I went at her house and she went to the bathroom. I was in her room. I loooove her room. She has this miror as a closet! I want it... The sheets on her double bed had a pink floweral print to it. Her room is painted sky blue. On the walls she has a shelf with all the divergent book and hugergames.

I sit on her bed which is super confy. I look beside me and I see her guitar beside me. She loves to play. He inspiration is music. We clicked in 7th grade because we both loved Taylor Swift.

I take her phone, that's laying on he guitar and look at her photos. I see a lot of picture of today. Like when she'd give me a backride, a selfie of all of us, a picture of Zach almost killing himself on the bike, a video of all of us, a picture of me and Caleb holding hands,...OH MY GOD! The last picture shocked me!! She took a picture of me and Calebs first kiss.
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This chapter is dedicated to my best friend Isabelle that is always there for me❤️ Even now❤️Thank you so much❤️ I know it's hard right now❤️ We can do it❤️ I can't explain how happy I am to have you as my friend😊Love you gurl❤️