Make It OK

Wait what?

I couldn't avoid him forever... Okay maybe its only been a 2 days and it's Sunday but still... I can't help it I need to text him.

"What? Why? Why would you do this? Please. Please come to my place at 7pm. I need you."

I jumped in the shower, dried my hair and just let it natural. I look at my phone and I see he agrees and he'll be here, later. My heart is pumping soo bad. I don't know what to do. My head is telling me no but my heart... my heart is the problem anyways. Maybe I shouln't open the door...

I'm trying to get my thoughs positif but how... i'm devastated! I hear the piercing sound of the doorbell. I took me a while to open the door, I was so scared... He did that corner " i'm nervous" smile. I invite him in and we go straight to my room. He looks at me and tells me:

-I'm sorry.

I wish I could be one of those girls who could hide my feelings but seeing him infront of me, appologising... I was shocked and I couldn't hold it in. I felt the warmness of my tears rolling down my cheeks as he pulls me close for him to wrap his arms around me... I could'nt help but cry and cry and cry...

I started to get my self together. I felt so good, in his arms, the warmness of his love, the feeling he gives me everytime he touches me, everytime he looks at me.

Our gaze meet, and I just wanted to jump on him, kiss him, push him on the bed and make out with him like we used to do...

I pull him back closer and I can't let him go and I can feel in him arms that he dosn't want to let go eighter.

I backed up and we sat on the bed, we started talking while he wiped my eyes. But we didn't talk about the break up and I kind of liked it.

I made him wrap his arm arround me like I used to do and he pulled me down, we we're cuddling. And it just made me melt inside. I felt love. The love I felt. We we're talking about things we did this summer and laugh and laugh. I didn't even feel him sliding his fingers between mine. After a while I told him to get up. We hugged one more time and I just look at him. Fighting the urge to kiss him and I just couldn't help but...

I kissed him. His lips so soft. I back up so scared of his reaction.

He looks at me and pulls me closer and kisses me over and over again. We started making out and I just couldn't stop. We laid on the bed and made out for a while and then we stoped.

He looks at me and says:

-Who said I wanted to?

-Well I can't help it.

- Who said that I didn't just wanted to be friends?

-Friends don't hold hands.

He started laughing and I jumped on him. We kissed for a while. We stop and I love at him and say:

- Just friends.

-Just friends.

I felt his hands rub my body and I had chills all over my body. I just kissed him and once in a while we would whisper those two words and repeat it. We stoped and I look at him and say:

-Caleb, I love you.

-Mylene, I love you.

Those three words, was like a slice of heaven... Man I love this boy.

-You... You deserve to know the...

- the what?

-the truth.

-Wait, what?

-Friday, all I though about was you. I couldn't stop talking about how I missed you and how I wanted to kiss you again. I hopped off the bus with Zach, Sean and Louis. We rode our bike to the park. Zach told me that maybe I should dump you and I said no. I couldn't but he wanted us over. He wanted me to break up with you. I would always say no and he would get mad. My mother called me for me to come back home for lunch. When I look at my phone, I saw Zach said :" You're a single man" At first I though you dumped me but then I realized... Zach... He had an evil wish.