Make It OK

Kill the lying cunt?

I swear to god all I wanted to do is kill Zach! I can't believe he could do such a thing! I just want to be happy and Zach was always there for me and the just screwed everything up.

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I came off the bus and whent to Caleb's house. Because my bus stop is right in front of his house. Sean was there.

- Sean... Can I tell you a secret...I still love him and i'll love him forever.

-You know I can help you get him back let me talk to him when he gets back from the bathroom.

Bullshit. Sean can't possibly do that. But I already have him, atleast that's what I think.

Sean started gaming out and I was sitting beside Caleb. When me and Caleb used to date we couldn't stop kissing all the time, if we had friends we would still kiss for hours. I looked if Sean was distracted by Black Opps II. I gave him a quick kiss and he pulled my head back and make out with me for 5 seconds and I needed to push him but man... I feels soo good to kiss him. I push him and then Sean turned around. Oufff..

- Hey Caleb! Help me pass this.

Caleb said no. And Sean went back to consentrating. I pull Caleb and kiss him again and again. Man, he's so stupid. Sean never noticed. We heard the doorbell as Caleb ran to the door to open it. I look at the door and I see him... The anger started to built trought my body, I could feel my face turning red but I need to pretend and smile. It was Zach. Of cours.

I walk behind Zach and Caleb was walking behind me. My fist was burning and ready to swing but then Caleb reached for my fist and holded it until I let go.

We sat on the bed and Sean was still killing zombies on Call of Duty. I was between Caleb and Zach. Zach said:

-You guys should get back together!

"You don't say you lying son of a bitch!"

I thought that... But I'd never say it. I pretend I get a call and go to the bathroom, close the door and lock it and fall on my knees crying. I wipe my tears and redo my make up with Tina's stuff. She wouldn't mind, Caleb's mother loves me to death.

I get out the bathroom and Caleb was there and I wanted to jump in his arms... But then Zach arrived five seconds after. I roll my eyes and pass beside them and enter the doorframe behind them. I heard Zach whisper : "What's wrong with her!" But I ignore it, I knew it was the best. Last time I got slapped in the face for my actions...

I sit on the ground, beside Sean who was struggling trought the game. I grab his remote and play the game ignoring the fact that my precious babe is behind me, beside my worst nightmare.