Make It OK

The bonfire

I can't believe how 2 weeks has gone so fast. God, I can't explain how happy I am. I feel like this is him. After all, it's him. I take a shower and my phone starts ringing.

-Hey babe!

-Oh hi Caleb!

-You and William should come over.

-Let me prepare.

It's been a week that my cousin is at my house. I see him once or twice a year. I loved him but now he gets on my last littless nerves.

Will and I started to walk to Caleb's house and my cousin just opened the door and I slamed it shut.

-I don't know how you guys do it in Alberta but over here we KNOCK before entering a house.

He knocked and then Caleb came. We went in his room and William played Call Of Duty, a very violant game. I was in the back with Caleb cuddling and kissing. I loved him every little kisses. Every little hugs. Every little words. Made me just light up inside. It kills me. I love him so much it hurts. To know maybe he's the one. But what if he hurts me...

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Caleb had a family bonfire. His mother actully invited me to go with them at her sisters house for a bonfire. I went home and ask mom and then William... wanted to come to... So mom said I could only go if William came too. So we all went.

We were siting around a warm beautiful bonfire. Sara, Caleb's aunt, was drunk and she kept on complimenting me all the time. I was flattered. She offered a beer to Caleb and he took one. He didn't like that kind tho.

Caleb and I went to the bathroom to wash our hands because they we're full of marchmellow. Infront of the mirror we looked, so cute, I was wearing his sweatshirt. He's a bit taller then me even if his 1 year and 2 months younger then me.

We went out the bathroom, no one was inside.

-You smell like beer.

He kisses me.

-You taste like beer.

We laught and just huged after. I loved him. I do.

-Caleb promiss me, to not hurt me.

-I promiss babe, you're the best thing that ever happen to me how can I let you go. You changed me. You broke my ice. I love you. And I will forever.

Those words melted my heart. I couldn't help but cry. I felt this feeling I never felt before... I just can't describe but I think it's love.