Tom Holland/Spiderman x reader

back story to start with.

My ears were ringing, my vision was blurry.. I could barely even move. Just moving my fingers caused me agony. That's when I heard their voices.. all counting on me. I knew I needed to do somethin, anything to save them. Whatever I could do. Even if it meant I died.

I clamped my eyes shut, cursing under by breath. Balling my hands into fists, and using all the power I had left to force myself up, yelling, at the pain and determination I had pulsing through my veins.

"BUG!" my head snapped around to see.. Peter.. life in the hands of a single.. swish..
Loki.. Loki!  My rage bubbled over as I saw all my friends.. my family.. in the hands of the enemy. All of them. All their chances of living in.. my hands.

My eyes glowed bright yellow as I brought my fist to my sight. I stood with all my strength, getting in a fighting stance. I heard Mr Stark.. Steve.. Peter.. Nat.. everyone.. I furrowed my brow, spider legs sprouting from my back, antenna growing from my head, and bee wings also from my back.

I was originally born on a different planet. I had the ability to mutate into any animal.. insect or spider. Then.. I became an experiment. They operated on me. They altered me to be.. a mutant. I was chemically altered. Now I can fly.. float.. go through anything.. be transparent.. control the four elements. All of that. For so many years I dreaded it. I was disgusted by myself.. then.
I met the avengers. I self trained my self to sword fight, be swift. Be calm and flowing minded. I learnt how to make the best of myself. I learnt that.. I could be strong.
I learnt how to use my powers for good. For the better of people. Eventually, I became one of the strongest avengers.

But even now.. I can't defend my own family.

I must
Save them.

I screamed as my body started levitating.

The fight went on from there. I.. almost died. I sent a shock wave over the part of the earth that we were on, but.. Hawkeye had other intention. At I emitted the blast, he shot one of his exploding arrows at me.

"You think you can just.. barge in to the Avengers and take all the spotlight?" He mumbled walking towards me as the bomb ticked. I was already weak. Almost to the point where I could barely breath.

"H..he..lp.." I trailed off as my eyes shut, but I never felt the explosion. I felt warm, embraced..
Am I dead?
Hawkeye was no longer an avenger.

And I am upset we had to find out like this. I'm.. glad I saved everyone else though. And after that blast.. I discovered so much more about myself.

A/n:
Just saying, Wade will be in this. Why? Because he's my favorite mutant.