Tom Holland/Spiderman x reader

Thor x reader angst!

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Sarah's POV

I felt warm, embraced.
Am I dead?
My eyes slowly fluttered open, my vision badly blurred. I couldn't make out a thing.

Who's carrying me?
So warm..

I squinted my eyes as the person kneeled down, still holding me tightly. I blinked a few times to try clear my vision.

A man?
Steve? No.. Steve has a mask..

I slowly closed my eyes as I breathed out a small whimper.
I heard the man mutter quiet 'no's, gradually getting louder.

I know that accent..
Thor?

"Come on, Sarah.. don't give up on me now."
He spoke sounding frustrated, pulling me closer to his chest.
All I could hear were screams and battle cries, while I quietly sobbed.

I can't help. I'm so weak.

Thor heard my quiet sobbing and gasped, starting to run again.
"I'll go back and help when I know you're okay.." I heard him mumbled. He hid behind a rock, gently placing me down. I leaned my back against the rock, coverining my mouth while I sobbed.
"Hey, hey.. no need to cry, it's okay. I promise." He gently reassured. I looked up at him, my eyes cloudy from tears. My lip trembled as I shook my head slightly.
"I can't help them. I'm so weak. I'm an avenger, I should be helping. It's stupid." I whimpered while my voice cracked, disappointed in myself. Thor shook his head, resting his hand on my shoulder.
"Sarah.. if it wasn't for you, your blast, we wouldn't be winning."
My eyes widened as he smiled.
I did help..
I did..
My senses went crazy as I sensed something behind Thor. My eyes snapped wide as I quickly pushed him aside, shooting webs at whatever it was.
"Look out!" I screamed as I jumped high in the air and flipped, landing on the thing.
(What happened to being injured, you may ask? Boi Thor was in danger shaddup)
I breathed heavily as I look down at the shocked figure. 
I cringed as a pain wave washed over my body. I groaned silently as the figure chuckled.
"Shut.. up" I growled, sticking down all his limbs and torso with webs. I stumbled back as Thor regained his posture, helping me back to the rock while. He walked over to the person, picking up his hammer and towering over them.
"Loki." He growled, "when will you learn, brother."
Loki simply replied with his signature smirk.
"Well, brother, I thought you had learnt not to fall for midguardians," he started, "I guess we both haven't learnt a thing," the man smiled while trying to break free from the webs holding him down.

I watched as Thor approached me, my eyes stuck on Loki to make sure he didn't get anywhere.
"Sarah, I know you're injured, but could you secure his whole body?" Thor asked as gentle as I had ever heard.
"For sure," I whispered, the pain pulsing through my body.

-timeskip-
I forced Thor to go help the others, since I was doing okay now. I was keeping a watch on Loki, although I had secured him well with my webs.

We were silently just sitting. When a question that has been floating in my mind for a while popped up, and I decided to ask it.
"Loki," I mumbled, as he replied with a hum, "why do you hate Thor? Before you say anything about being heir to the throne, and being the favourite child, Thor has always sided with you.. he's never said anything against you." I stated softly, knowing Loki wouldn't listen. He scoffed.

"Wow, absolutely. As if he'd want anything to do with me. Completely believable." He remarked sarcastically.

"Loki, your brother cares about you more than himself.." I replied, my voice rising.

"Well if he did, he wouldn't constantly tease me about being different!"

"DOES THOR CONSTANTLY TRY MURDER YOU, LOKI?! DOES HE? You want to know what he said when Bruce said something about you?! 'Be careful how you speak, Loki may be beyond reasoning but he is of Asgard and he is my brother.' He cares Loki. Even after everything you do to him, he will not let someone say something about you without correcting them. He was heart broken over your 'death'. He spent everyday crying because he thought it was his fault." I explained aggravated. I didn't stay to listen to what he had to stay, I just swung away into the battle to help.

I swung around, looking for Thor. I needed to help him, I knew he was in trouble. Something was just off, and everyone else was fine.

My heart dropped when my eyes landed on Surtur.

"S-surtur.." I whispered as my eyes widened. No, this wasn't good. At all.
"The sword.. he's going to attack him with the sword!" I screamed, swinging as fast as I could to the oblivious Thor about to be killed.

"Thor!" I screamed, my breathing becoming more and more uneven, "THOR BEHIND YOU-" was the last thing I was able to screamed before my impulse took over. It was too late to warn him.

If I don't act now that damned sword will slice him in half..
There's no other choice..
He has a better life than you
More of a purpose than you
Come on, Sarah. Do something helpful.
There's no going back..

I swung in front of him, pushing him away.

That was it. I did what I could. How was I still breathing? My body is literally being swung around on a humongous sword. This pain is unbearable. Someone end this.

I heard Thor scream my name, but the rest of anything was muffled.

I just threw my life away?
No..
I saved his, even if it meant I needed to exchange mine..
It was worth it..

My lips curved up in the slightest, forming an almost invisible smile as I felt gravity drag the sword to the ground. He did it, he won. I closed my eyes, not wanting to see any of aftermath that had been left. I was tired. I just wanted to rest, feel at ease.

So..
Tired..
Just want.. to sleep..

"Sarah!"

Need to..
sleep..

Forever...

(EEEEEE AHASBSBSNANSNDAAAAA IM SORRY THIS ISNT SPIDEY BUT- HnGGGgG I RECENTLY REWATCHED ALL THE THOR MOVIES AND I REALIZED THOR NEEDS MORE LUVLUV SO- I'm sorry this is a bit sad but nEhHh THANK YOU FOR READING ILY ALL 🥰❤️)