Have you ever been?In a situation, where you have to battle with your own self? Your unending thoughts that refuse to give you a break? Where, you are all blank. You cannot see, hear or feel anything? You cannot even feel peace, By doing things that once brought you to ease, All the colours that you paint with, fail to bring your rumning thoughts at rest. You do all the things that you have always loved, you try new recipes, you immerse yourself in a book, busy yourself with grinning little kids, you even have a peaceful walk at dawn that always cleared your disturbing thoughts, but now all these things are not enough , they take you away from your thoughts, but not for eternity, they just pause it and then when you are exhausted of all these, they come back to you all over again, to immerse you into the same misery.
This was written some weeks before, and the only solution that aided or even aid me now is " Verily, by the remembrance of Allah do hearts find peace". Immerse yourself in dhikr, and you'll feel that soothing peace.
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Dated: 18/September/2018
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