Goodguyfitz x Reader || Psycotic

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Cam's POV:

      i was woken up by sunlight fucking blinding me. i groaned and went to roll over, but then felt a presence next to me. i open my eyes slowly, and look down. and there she is. y/n, curled up cutely next to me. i smiled goofily, and laughed at me being super sappy. i pull her closer to me, and start to close my eyes again. just as i was about to fall asleep again, she started moving a lot. i open my eyes again, just to find her looking at me. her face got red and she buried her face into my chest. i chuckled, and pulled her even closer, if that was possible.

"shut the fuck up." she muttered out, clearly embarrassed, still with sleep lacing her voice.

"ooooo someone was staring." i said jokingly, and she reached up and slapped my arm. she giggled and pulled her face out of my chest. we just sat like that for a while, smiling and admiring one another.

"okay, now this is gay." she laughed out after a few minutes. i just laughed. "you didn't say no homo cameron."

"because full homo bitch." i laughed again. eventually we both stopped laughing and started staring again.

       i saw her eyes go from my to my lips and back up to my eyes again. i chuckled, and starting leaning in. we both closed our eyes just before our lips connected once again. it was very passionate, just like the first one, but there was more emotion behind it. i knew how i felt for her, and i could feel that she felt the same. we didn't kiss for too long, unfortunately, but i do have to say it's quite possibly the best kiss i've ever had. and i know why, it's because it's her. once we pulled away, i smiled and looked at her face, taking in her features. but especially her eyes. she has the most gorgeous eyes i've ever seen, and i'm almost positive it's now my favorite color. they are e/c but you can see the life behind them, all her emotions, and her gorgeous soul.

god i sound like some kind of poet now, what the fuck.

         she giggled at my staring, pulling me out of my trance. my face heated up a bit, and i looked down and smiled. she brought her hand up to my head and started playing with my hair, causing me to sigh and still, pull her closer.

"well aren't you just fucking adorable." she said, laughing.

"you're cuter." i say, snuggling into her.

Your POV:

       unfortunately, it was time to get up. we both climbed out of each other's embrace and heading downstairs for some breakfast. i made us some strawberry pancakes (i'm sorry if you don't like them but they are SMACK and are going in the book xox) and we sat down to enjoy.

"so what are you wanting to do today?" i ask him. he looks up from his plate.

"well, the guys and i have to record the podcast. i think we were going to have you in it, as long as that's okay." he said.

"i would love to!" i said smiling. i was excited. even though it scares me a bit, being put out into their fans like that, but it's not like the fans know nothing about me. i've been in some of the boys' videos already from when we played together online, so they knew my name and stuff like that.

"awesome! i'll tell the guys." he said pulling out his phone. he sent a quick text, and put his phone away. suddenly a thought crossed my mind, and i bit my lip. i've gotta know, but i'm too scared to ask. you know what? fuck it.

"hey cam, what are we?" i asked suddenly. he spit out the drink he was currently drinking, guess i scared him.

"um. i mean. i know what i want... but i don't want to rush you. i mean, alex is pretty new like we talked about last night... what do you want?" he spit out fast, looking at me with a curious look.

"i would like... this," i said gesturing between us. "but maybe we should like, go on a few dates first or whatever?" i said, more as a question. he visibly relaxed, and that cute smile of his crosses his face.

"yeah, me too."

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a/n:
ahhhhh
i suck i know
i'm sorry
i'm so bad at this
i had really bad writers block for a hot second.
my apologies
but here you go
hope you like
ok
bqppo out 🕺