a/n: lOoK wHo FiNaLlY dEcIdEd To UpDaTe sorry y'all i only update when i feel like shit uwu i'll try to get better i'm sorry sksksksk
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i nearly spit out my food. he jumps at the action, and goes to try and fix it. "i- i mean if you don't want to that's okay..." he stutters out. i giggle slightly. "i mean, that's fine. i'm excited to meet them, i just don't know if it's too early. if i have like a 'nam flashback or something and lose it, i don't wanna embarrass you or me." i look down towards my food. he reaches out and grabs my hand again. "they won't care. they would help you and give you the time you need." i felt slightly bet. my nerves calm down, finally. then, once again, when he realized what he's doing, he pulled his hand back and his face went pink. "everything okay?" i say, my voice lacing with concern. "hm? oh- yeah yeah. everything's fine." he spits out, quickly. i just hum, and continue eating. "so, do you?" i sigh, and respond with, "yep, let me finish my food and change. lets just go today." he grinned widely and took off upstairs to get changed i assume. i giggled, taking care of my dishes. i quickly ran upstairs, and put on a pair of light blue shorts, and pinkish tie up shirt, and some shoes and accessories. (a/n : here's your outfit, if you don't like it change it idc lol ↓)
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i smile to myself as i looked in the mirror of the bathroom. i felt okay, for once. it was nice. the only thing that bothered me, was all my scars and bruises being showcased. but i knew i could trust the guys. they wouldn't judge. i hoped at least.
i ran downstairs to see cameron sitting on the couch, scrolling through his phone. i sneak up behind him and whisper in his ear, "you ready faggot?" he jumped slightly and i giggled. "shit, y/n, you scared me." he laughed out before standing up.
woah. i'd almost forgotten how tall this bitch was.
"giraffe looking ass" i mumble to myself, laughing. "excuse me?" he laughed. "oh nothing~" i cooed and walked to the door. we left and got into his car. the closer we got to the misfits manor, the more anxious i got.
when i tell them what happened? how will they feel? what would they think about me now? will they like me less in person?
my mind was running at 8393 miles per second. i got sweaty and shaky. i guess cam picked up on it, because he, once again, grabbed my hand. he turned and smiled at me. i smiled back as he rubbed his thumb over the back of my hand. i loved this.
but how long will it last before he does what alex did?
i shoved that thought to the back of my mind. he wouldn't, he's not alex.
none of them are.
i sighed and my nerves calmed. he let go of my hand and returned it to the steering wheel.
"oH bIg RiCh MaN gOtTa FlEx HiS tEsLa~" i laughed out. he turned and looked at me with a disappointed look and began laughing himself. "i got BIG BANDS" he yelled out. "that was totally not epic" i said and he physically cringed. "you know what's not epic?" he looked over to me briefly before looking out the windshield again. "you saying epic" "oh shut up." i retort and laugh after. the car ride was nice, but when we pulled up to the guys house i felt nervous all over again.
