moon.

moon pt. 4

I think I did it.

I think I moved on.

I was able to look at your page without getting sad. I just remember all the good memories and smile. 

I still do miss you, but it doesnt make me sad anymore, which is a good thing. ive moved on now though, and im glad you did too.

also,

I think im finally happy. not absolutely all the time, but as of in general, im happy with my life. ive somehow made school less stressful, im pretty good with my friends right now, something is starting up soon, and im living a good life. I did fall, very hard, but I picked myself back up and climbed higher than I have since I moved. 

and I may have found a new someone (*wink wink* if ya know what I mean). it isnt really anything yet, but it has potential.

yesterday was our one year anniversary. kinda funny to me. I wonder if you remembered it too. 

I hope you live a good lifex, I really truly do. I hope you get to do what you love, I hope youre happy, and I hope you meet someone that will appreciate the greatness that is you. and hey, if we meet again, then so be it. but if we dont, we dont. I think that there is a plan for all of us, and if we are supposed to me again, then we will. but I think ill also be okay if we dont. either way, I will always remember you and the memories we had.

I think this is the last one ill be writing for a while. I dont need this anymore, and im glad. 

if you find these, please dont try to talk to me. Im not going to break my promise, but maybe find a way to show me you found them. I think thatd be nice to know.

anyways,

Im okay.

goodbye for now,

your sun