I can't really find a reason to do anything anymore, and everyone around me is getting on with their own lives, and spending time with those they love.
I kinda give up on everything, nothing really seems interesting and my days are the same thing over and over. I don't want everything to change, but I want something interesting enough to keep me motivated.
I know I sound like I'm just complaining, but who cares. I don't really want to bother those around me with every small thought I have so I figured I'd put it here since no one really reads this book.
I'm probably going to delete this later.
....
I'm sorry for that!
I just needed to get some stuff on my chest, so I can be strong enough to keep myself motivated :)
It always feels good to sort out your emotions, so you know what to do with them, and how to keep yourself happy.
Everyone around me feels so depressed and I wish I could help, but it isn't any of my business and I'll probably come off as clingy.
Oh well, what can I do.
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Here's a picture of Gavin to make you happy!
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He's actually so hot wth
Anyways
If you read my complaints I appreciate it, to know someone's here.