So I wrote this "to my future self" thing a while ago, and I'm here to reply to it!
So, the letters in bold font, and my reply is normal font
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Here we go
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To future me, (in like half a year)
Hello old me :)
How are you? How are your grades? Mine are ok.
Eh same as always
Do u have a cute girlfriend? Introduce me pls ;)
Omg yes she's the best, u already know her ;)
how's things with cello girl or your friends?
I gave up on mystery cello girl, she left the school :(
Have they gotten fed up with you?
Yep. I feel like I'm not enough anymore tbh, but eh what can I do.
I feel like my friends now are, as I am too energetic.
It's the opposite now, I'm too tired to do shit.
Have you come out to mum and dad? What did they say?
Haven't told em. If I did I would die thanks to homophobia :D
Tips for not dying:
Do not give up because one person dislikes you, don't hate yourself- you are always enough,
I know what you mean, I did it too much, but I'm better now :)
if someone makes you feel sad too much- give up on them as they aren't worth your time.
Yeah!!! Self love~~~!!
You deserve to always be happy even though current me hates current me atm, and remember don't give up- it's okay!
Things are going ok atm, but it's always tiny things building up and dragging me into sadness. I've come up with good coping methods tho so
This stared as a joke and turned into serious life stuff lol.
Like most conversations
I wonder if me in two years will even be alive, I could die at any moment when my time comes to an end. Hmmm
Hopefully sooner than later
Thank you future self, for being alive if you read this!
From,
Me.
Thank you for being alive to write this,
From,
Also me :)
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Wow isn't past me a sweetheart :)
Too bad current me is an asshole that can't be bothered to do jack shit.
Anyways
I'm tired. I want to sleep
So goodnight
Byeeeeeeee
