[BAR]
"More! Give me more!" I instructed to the bartender while wiping my tears.Someone sat beside me. "What a cry baby." I bit my lips. I'm already drunk and i don't care who the hell this crap.
"You're on a perfect timing." I said then i stood up. Before he was able to stand, i forcely punched him on his face. "Do whatever you want! Kill me! Go!!!!" I shouted .
The guard can't stop us. The fight just ended when someone pulled him but before they walk away he said something. "Die! Kill youself!!!" He shouted walking away.
I sat on the floor. I remembered what the guy said. [Die! Kill youself!!!] I brushed my hair using my fingers. Yes he's right. I should die. I should kill myself... without her.. im nothing. Yes without Ali I'll be nothing in this world...
I stood up and ran at the top of the building. I reached the rooftop. "I can't..." i'm crying so hard. I looked up.
"I did everything. But it's still Taehyung.. it's always him." I looked down. One step to take then i'll die. My world's gone after all so why breathe and live? Everything will be nothing without her. I closed my eyes. I was able to take the step when i heard a familiar voice calling out my name.
"Jimin!!!! Don't!!!" I opened my eyes. It's Ali... she ran to me "Get down Jimin! Get down there" I slowly turned around to gaze upon her face. She can't believe what she's seeing. "What's wrong? What is happening to you?! Jimin please! Don't do this!" She cried out. The moment that i saw her face, how worried she was i got back on my mind. I breathed and sat down and cried. She went closer to comfort me. "Shhh.. it's okay. Everything's gonna be okay jimin.."
[MY HOUSE]
"How could you do this to yourself? You almost died if it wasn't me you are already dead jimin.. what is happening to you?" She asked while putting first aid on my wounds. She started crying. I looked at her, she looked so worried. I can't tell her the truth.
"Stop crying.. I-i just lost someone i love... I'll be okay." I said looking through her eyes. I should pretend. She may be gone forever if i say the truth. "You almost killed yourself! I was so scared! I thought i will lose you..." she burst out crying. I hugged her. I looked at her face while wiping her tears. "I'm sorry.."
[END OF FLASHBACK]
I just remembered. This was the day i went crazy. Of course i won't forget it. I didn't die. I just realized that i didn't lose her. I just can't give the love that i want for her. We've been still seeing each other as bestfriends. It's been 7 years. I've been successful in my life. I worked hard. She's still the reason why i do better in life. I graduated with the highest honor from our University. I have my own company. I am okay. I am better....
"Jimin!" She shouted while waving her hands on me. I smiled it's her smiles again. I waved my hand too. "It's been awhile Park Jimin." She said looking at me. "You always remember this day huh." I said looking down.
She took a deep breath. "This was the day that i thought i'll lose you chim" i looked at her. She sound so serious and i don't understand how i feel. Her eyes were saying something. "Are you okay?" She was able to answer me but her phone rang so she answered.
"Y-yes babe?" She looked so nervous. "Just-what? You're?" She looked outside the coffee shop then looked at me. I lip talked to ask her why. "T-tae's outside. I- i need to go. Don't call. I'll be the one who will please." She didn't let me give a word. She hurried outside without even looking back. I started to think. Her actions was not normal.
"There's something strange." I stood up to follow her. I'm feeling something strange. I know her. There's something wrong.
Approaching a near street, someone just appeared. "Hey can we talk?" I was shocked. "Taehyung?"
"Let's have a drink." He said while throwing the cigarette. I don't believe this. He's smoking? I remembered that he asked me so i should answer. "Oh. yeah yeah sure." I responded.
[BAR]
"Park Jimin? Have you been here?" This is not right. This was the bar where i went out of my mind. He noticed that i was just looking at him.
"Well, don't be curious" he said. I bit my lips. He looked at me "You know, it's just that most people love this place. Well, i don't know if you do, you know you're to classy." Then he drink the beer he was holding.
I smiled. "Yes, i've been once in this place. I'm not classy." I responded taking off my coat. "Great suit." I looked away. "How are you and Ali? It's been seven years."
"We're fine. Perfectly fine." I drank the beer. "Take care of her Tae." He looked at me seriously "Of course. I'm not letting anyone touch her. She's mine forever Jimin." He sounded weird. "Of course, no one likes touching their loved ones by others" he just looked at me. My phone vibrated so i checked. I can still feel his eyesight through me.Ali texted me.
["I'm home. Let's meet tomorrow. Wherever you are please get home safely. I need to tell you something Chim. See you tomorrow."]"Business?" Taehyung asked. "Uhm. Yeah. Anyways, let's continue drinking." I looked at him while drinking the beer. I was wondering on how he looks at me. He looked so different. He changed so much. I'm feeling something that is not right.
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