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IM STRESSING OUT

Bro.
I really really really really really really want a helix and a left nose piercing. A helix is this,

AND I'VE ASKED MY MOTHER BUT SHE THOUGHT I WAS JOKING SO I'M LITERALLY SCARED TO ASK HER—

I'm having an identity crisis right now and I have the need to just, completely change my look.

I also want my double piercings redone.

I know I won't be allowed the nose piercing but I want it lol

Plus I'm underaged for the uh, nose one so.

Helix piercings take a lot of work to care for though and they take 3-6 months to heal so I might just ask for the upper and lower lobe ones.

I also want to dye my hair, which yes I am allowed to do, but I have no idea what colour? I have a skin tone that lays in the middle of fair and tan so I have like an autumn tone? Should I go burgundy? Last time I went blueberry and I really liked it because it brought my eyes out a lot but I want something different. If anyone remembers when Billie Eilish had that teal blue colour, I really want that colour too. I want to go black because black's just, a really nice shade, but I know that wouldn't suit me and plus, I already have the reputation as the emo kid.

I also want to do my nails, which is scary, because I'm m e . Never in my whole entire life have I ever genuinely thought of even getting them painted, so idfk what's up with that.

I also want to get a new wardrobe going on? Because right now I have like no clothes and my clothing style has changed because I'm not into cringey 2018 aesthetics anymore. My style is like Jungkook and Taehyung's tbh:

but of course I won't actually be wearing any of this anytime soon because y'know like hi my name's broke hru

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